I am honest, I am still learning from many things.

The three major things that I am focused on is.

• Writing.
• Drawing
• Programming

These three are the pillars of my mind, if I don't have strenght in one of the three, my fondation might fall.

So this is why I want to take 6 months before making a new game showcase for N.G Noire. The fact that

I have no experience in programming, make this 10 times harder.

Since I have better understanding in writing and drawing. These two are still what makes me keep going.

But the programming part is not left behind. For now I try to focalise myself in things that are way

easier. So my spirit can grow in short time.

I will take a week to comprehend some new programming functions, maybe make a new game that is out of

N.G Noire project, so I can learn new stuff from the get go. Since we are half in the summer now, I think

planning for this year will be about going back to school and get a college degree.

It will take a chunk of my life, but it will be worth it.

It's better than wasting time in a day to day job and getting now where style, since living on paycheck to

paycheck isn't a pleasure. It is more like a torture for me. I have many ideas in my brain, and want

to make big things in my life that matter to me.

I want to succeed and arrive at the top of that mountain than get back to where it all started.

There is nothing to stop someone from making good choices, as long it is possible.

My only problem is that I have to take time for each project.

My project N.G Noire is way more ambitious than I though it would be.

It started with little ideas, than turned into a giant one.

And I realised soon it might be too much hard to begin with, so I prefer

to start smaller. Way smaller than a big game that takes too much of my

time.

If I can compare two projects.

The detective's Diary is a breeze of fresh air and N.G Noire is too big to ever be a real project for now.

The reason for this is the fact The Detective's Diary is a direct result.

But N.G Noire ask me to put even more effort than I ever have.

And with the fact people want to see real good result, it makes me anxious.

So, as a result. I take more time to do stuff with this project than the other.

The Detective's Diary makes me relax, give me more pleasant feelings and people

that read it does't judge me for mistakes of anykind. I see freedom in that project.

But I do no reject the N.G Noire idea.

I just need more skills right now in making games. Which is a pain for me.

I don't know much in this stuff and so I expect a lot from myself.

I should make little games first, than start to go bigger and bigger.

Hope it works.