Poem: Rainbow after storm.

I desire to love her more than myself, to gift her my heart and share a part of my time with her.

But love, is an union of two souls that desire one another.

If I go in that path, and fail.. I fear that the pain will be greater than ever.

So I fear to accept my feelings for her, not because I am a coward.

But because I know that loving someone who hurt you is wrong.

It's like giving the keys to your home to a thief and you expect nothing bad will happen.

And I have been robbed before in many ways, so feeling secure is more important than my heart.

My soul is broken for being alone, but yet..

Am I alone really?

Am I the only one to suffer the oppression of the world?

I doubt I am the exception, and I wish she notice me for what I worth really.

She is like a sunshine, and I am the storm..

But like any storm, here comes the thunder.

Like lightning that strike on earth, I tried to talk to her.

But she hides, rather than showing herself to the rain.

If I was different, maybe she would care..

Maybe she would look at me a different way than this.

So I become a rainbow, and than she see me differently. Without fear.

But was she really the one for me?

Does women prefer rainbow than a storm?

I guess I can't know the answer yet.