-Like A Ghost-

In my mind, I see you.

But in my life, you are gone.

Forever away, but still here..

In my heart, in my memories.

I still hope you could be there..

But it will never happen..

I know that.

I am not stupid.

But you are like a ghost..

You haunt my soul, and I regret everything for that.

You are like a part of my body that doesn't exist.

A member of the family that never was.

I understand now..

Even if you are ever out of my time.

You will always be the one who made me.

Father, I know you are not here.

And I wish things were different.

That you stayed..

But like a ghost, you disappeared.

I can't comprehend your choice.

I cannot respect you.

But I thank you for this life.

This is all I have, and I won't waste it all for nothing.

I will learn from the fact you never were here.

I will be what you never was for me.

A father.

And you now disappear like a ghost, in my head too.

Haunting me no more.

-End-