For a time, I check on my past drawings.

Saw many variations of characters.

Even thou I kinda like both the old

and the new..

I see inconsistancy in my art.

But that's not technically a big

problem.. Just that I think

I might work on something

that is better than all of it.

Plus I seem to not be able to do different view

and like camera being up and looking down at the character..

Or feet scene that walks..

I usually do still images, or few tries on making movement.

Fighting scenes are like so rare in my arts too..

I think a did like 2 or 3 that are kinda okay. But didn't test

the water that much..

Tried sports scenes, but nothing that big..

Or doing background view, that tells the setting where the character

will be in.. You know, drawing probs with and without the character

using it. Might be also a thing to add on my check list.

Ahh.. It's going to be a painful slow job for me.

And I didn't even did the story fully.

Also I have to draw the houses of my characters, not like doing a Simpson's house

mistake.. Like the basement stairs if some people get it.

I need to literally do everything to make it set up from the get go.

Plus I have to avoid overworking things, making shallow characters

that just appear once or twice.

Doing backstories that are not similar. Designing them to have their own

personality too. One major problem with mainstream anime and etc..

Is that the characters are so bland. Like the brown hair teenager that

is always the main character and is some what silly somewhat smart.

Always good at fighting or become OP in like episode 3 or 4.

Kirito style..

I am not into that shit.

What I want for my comic is to be prepared for the best and the worst.

Which is a darn challenge.. Specially for me who never did a great

work that much.

I did so many what if comics, my friends online tell me to just start

small and etc.. I respect your opinion.

But I don't want to sleep on that idea anymore.

When my mind to be set on that goal.

About what could be done and etc.. It's just make me sad to back down

on it.

I want to fully be a cartoonist and draw that graphic novel.

Sincerely that's my goal. No big money involved, I don't

care if people hate or even fall in love with my work.

I want to keep my vision clear, don't want to ruin it all

and be able to tell myself I succeed at the end.

Anyway, I think I'm overthinking a bit.

For now I will train on one thing at a time, just to get the gist of it.

No rush, no big announcement and no dead end.

I will post less often too, just to keep my mindset more clear.