Over the past months, I got so many songs I wrote that I discarded from

my notepad and got rid of in here too.

I dunno, maybe I am too judgy over my writing or maybe I just feel like

it doesn't sound like the original thing I had in my head.

I have often either that guitar that start and this drum following with it.

Then some words occur and then I grab my pencil and write it..

And I hate what I have written..

This is really a waste of my potential.