For the last year, I failed at making few things.
The manga project was left behind.
The games ideas too..
I still have time to make it right and I need to accept that I'm alone in this.
It's not like I'm paid too. So basically if I want to achieve my goals, I have
to structure my artistic skills. And stop seeing it too far from what's possible
for me to do right now.
I usually have this road block, that is often the vision of everything.
It's nothing like the white page syndrome, but rather the reverse.
I see all what my project looks like, what is the idea and the theme.
But then I get fatigue from doing everything all at once.
I think this year will be about focus on what is possible and not just going
in a "what if" motive. Maybe I will try to do something impossible next year
or etc.
But I need to give myself some room and limit the ideas too.
I'm a visioneer that have no footing. So I rather stay able
to set foot on the ground, rather than going in the clouds.
Yeah, I'm metaphorical. Anyways..
I will stay optimistic and try to give myself a tap on the shoulder
every now and then. When I make something small for now.
Maybe going gradually bigger, but not too big in the long shot too.
What I need to experience in this year, is to learn consistency
and build strong fondations on my artistic vision.
Being less thinking about things too.
That's it for today on my blog.
Have a great day anyone who read my thoughs.
See ya!