I restarted training by myself. Like meditation and mostly cardio for now.

Over all I feel positively good about myself. Taking few days off doing

my usual drawing, planning and working on the game helped me out.

I think burning out isn't a great thing to force myself into it.

I also got less bitter about life and etc. Since doing literally physical training

gives some boost and my sleeping hours benefits from it too.

I'm actually looking to work in taking care of all the trash in the cities.

Like being paid to either being a garbage man or cleaning up.

I think I should like be cautious about few things, but I want to be paid

to help the planet. My job right now is kinda lame, rich people taking

my services for granted in the spa and etc.

Snobbing my clothings and my modest outlook in life.

Ah, I'm just not interested to stay there 1 more month.

My cousin used to be a garbage man and I asked him

about what its like.

It's a better job in my eyes. Then just being a servant for rich fat asses that count me

as a number and would probably fire me if I say my point of view on anything.

I wanna be in a camaradery job, were the men force is supported to accomplish

the job. And the bitches are just not into this arm grease places.

Yeah, I feel like a 20$ salary would be better than a 14.25$ per hour too.

And the fact I got even less hours after christmas.

Just saying..

Anyways. I will talk more about my life once I got the fucking things in place.

And tell the manager I quit on the spot.