So, I write down all the pages available in my notebook.
Many ideas were from my now erased files. But I also
writed more stuff that is very good. But hard to figure it out.
Then I am interested to just not post anything for like few weeks
and just learning contrast in characters. How a personality
works in a story and what it means.
Like really see beyond just what meets the eyes and go further.
If I keep posting like I did last year, I never will jump start my career.
I need to restructure my ideals, and the way I work overall.
I will also post like the requests I got from few friends and etc.
No worries.
It's just I feel I need to grow as a person and as a.. Well what am I right now?
I can write, draw, almost create games.. Shit, I don't know what kind of title I got for myself.
Well, guess.. I'll go with visionary. Since it's kinda what I am.
Anyway, so I plan to upgrade myself a little bit and so far I become more persistent
and consistent in my projects. This month I focused more on giving things to others.
I didn't do as much as I wished for, but I guess what matters is that I keep going.
I write this blog too for myself, and for people who want to see how rising from bottom
to the top sounds like. I'm not saying I will be a legend among the artists or something
like that. But lets say I want to finish a much bigger project and I don't really care
much of what will come after.
I write this before, but I think what I want to do in this life.
Is to make my best projects and bring motivation to people
like me.
Regardless of all the ordeals and the ambush ahead. I don't really care about the money,
fame and etc. Even if it does look cool to be the new popular guy in the club and what else.
I feel like my work is about making my mark in the story worlds of narrative.
Even if I know I do have some flaws and etc.
I still try to progress, learn from my falls and stand back up.
That's all I got to explain here.
March seems promising for me.
See ya.
Finasty
Goodluck! I hope these words you say can now be execute it