Since I have free time to just think and write any shit I want, I decided to just write this huh..

Essay sort to speak.

Keep in mind, I am just analysing the idea of Free Will and never think I am right or either wrong

about the whole idea of free will. People's conception of Free Will depends on themselve and only

on people who look at it as a medium of expression of any kind.

(And to note it here, I will correct myself if I see bad typos or the lines are messy after I post.

Because they look fine when I write it but get cut off mid sentence when it's posted somehow.)

Anyway, this post is about to get as philosophical and as deep as it can be..

Free Will to me, is not the idea of being offered choices by society, but rather the idea to rebel about

what society offers you as choices and to make your own path. To choose deliberately to not be

labelled as a division and become your own kind of individual that no one can put their finger into

or judge you doing so.

Of course there is the limits society inflict on the very life of all of mankind.

I know modernity prefers humankind, but fuck the modern ideals. I never

liked how sophisticated these retards in university think they are anyway.

To me, Free Will is also the ability to not abide to the whole ass idea of

society that we need to treat everyone equally as a part of our family

and so on. Japan has this concept in their work ethic and culture.

And to be honest, there is nothing that sounds more abusive than treating

your boss as your parent and being fired after he/she got a better option

to replace you with.

It's subtile but it's there. Every country have one or many rules set in a culture

mindset that will threaten a class of people and the rest is considerated 'better'

or 'higher' by default.

This factor happens not by the Free Will of a individual though, but by a group

of people that associate with each other and go against one type of humans

and usually attempt to make their life like hell.

Then call it a day when the 'problem' is dealt with and pat each others shoulders

as a reward for doing so.

But Free Will is to me, the ability to say fuck you to all that and be yourself.

Not being a victim of this sort of silencing. Because it is quite something that people

never talk about when its happening. But being you and authentic regardless of

those who want to snuff your happiness away without a care for you.

And to take the options that you want and not the ones that some strangers offer

you without a second though on your life.

But also I think knowing there is more possibilities than what the education system

tells us all over that fact. We are humans that evolved through hard and harsh

difficulties. Our ancestors struggled long enough to learn how to build houses

and craft electricity.

Since we are living in comfort and habits that keep us away from harsh and hard

realities in most of our youth (Sometimes not really but still) We lost that 'Free Will'

along the way for false security and a temporary comfort.

Until we are changed by circonstance or by a stress factor.

The human mind change by the reality it will face on, generally speaking.

It's like we are either able to control our life briefly when a bad outcome

is coming or we remain still when nothing is happening and actually love

making no choice while zero stressors occur.

So do we really have Free Will when everything is right with us?

Well, not entirely. Our life is our own, but we cannot control everything.

So Free Will isn't absolute, it is a matter of decision on the present time.

And the level of aletness of that specific person too. Some has a large

amount of time to think and has zero awareness. Or others have high

level of awareness but a very short time in comparision..

Plus, with the current cultures of preserving ignorance in our society.

It is kinda hard to imagine how we become so slow compared to just

20 years. It's like modernity removed our survival instincts in retrospect.

But, I am way behind the analyse of what is still possible or not in the future.

So far even with the atomic bombs and the wars that could occur.

We humans decide to remain peaceful on the long run, yes we somewhat

become stupider and stupider in alot of other things. But a slow death in

the mind is better than a quick death in reality.. I guess.

To imagine the term Brain Rot was used way back in the 1854 and returned

in 2020s while the covid happened is quite something.

Which means, if people become less and less smart. Free will is going to get lost

along the way. Its a 1 + 1 equation. If a large amount of people stop thinking enough.

Our civilization will be based more on pretends than not to stay and remain civilized.

Yet, is being civilized is a true sense of free will? Or is going wild also a sense of free will.

Well, of course both are NOT the answer. Since going wild in civilization might get your

ability to use your own Free Will taken away from you. And become a prisoner of your

own choice you did.

But the former, staying in a perpetual holded still life, without errors or mistakes accordingly

to achieve a perfect civilized life source artificial to me.. It's like thinking as a robot and never

accepting the raw part of life.

No one is so perfect as the books said. We are all lying to ourselve, and we do believe it more

then too often. Yet we do believe there is a higher person out there, who got all things sorted

out and we should do exactly that too... So, yet again we remove that Free Will to achieve

this goal that is set within ourself.

Only time is real, actually Free Will is connected directly to the concept of time. Because yes,

we make time to adjust ourselves to what we can understand. Even the concept of time isn't

too so exact. The science nerds can waste their time to find the correct exactitude of my answer.

But anyway, I am just babbling stuff out of my mind instead of thinking about it.

Now I will just work on stuff I left behind a little while ago.