So I just posted some voice samples on NG, but seriously I feel like it is just pointless.

I need some kind of lead and do more research in the voice acting.

Because I feel its kinda bad right now.

Not knowing what to do and doing stupid shit.

I feel like I lost my sense of humour a bit.

So on that note, why not doing it more?

Why not trying even harder?

Well I will do just that.

Hope anyone wish me luck and have fun listening to my training in my voice acting skill.

I can finally post in the audio section.

Right now I don't know what to put on it, but I will avoid any risks to prevent me from getting banned again.

Just didn't loved this sort of thing that happened to me.

I think I will try voice acting later.

For some reason, I cannot post music.

I apparently used an app on my phone that had some copyright on it.

Now I am stuck with some copyright infringement.

Which is lame, because the app was made for free usage, and supposedly copyright free music license.

I didn't meant to put myself in that situation.

But here I am.

I have so many passions in life and now this happen.

I really wish someone could help.

Just want to erase that song and allow myself to move on.

If anyone can help me, I will be grateful.

" Somedays, I dream about leaving my boring job. Literally getting the fuck away from everything.."

Jack Fryers

From day 1, I know I was not the kind of man that have a heart of gold.

From day 10, I wish I was able to keep things clear and okay.

From day 57, things turned from bad to worst.

I needed a job and I was in debt of 5,000$.

And got kicked out of my apartment.

I tried many solutions, did my part in alot of loss causes.

But at the end, who the fuck gives a shit?

No cash, no home now.. And what else.. No life ?

As I walk in the streets of New York City.

I had no one to call, not even my family could help me.

I was homeless, and I know from day 1 it was gonna end that way.

Then, finally some luck in my life happened.

As I walk in a dark alley, I found a briefcase, with 100,000$ in it.

I had a grin on my face at that very moment.

But soon, I notice a shadow behind my back.

I turn my back and look straight at the person.

He was a man with a skull mask on his face, wearing a suit and a red tie.

"Who the fuck are you?" I tell him.

The skull guy put on his red gloves and doesn't say a word.

"HEY ! I SAID WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU FREAK!" I yell at him.

But I shut up at the moment he pull out a gun and point it at me.

"Gimme the briefcase." He say.

A silence occure, I don't know what to do, except that I need that fucking money.

"No, I need it." I tell him.

The skull guy scratch his head and than.

BANG!

I drop on the ground and start to lose blood.

"You shot me.." I say.

"You bet." He simply reply.

BANG!

The End.

I am trying to remove all bad aspects of my arts.

My oldest seem grotesque, and less realistic. But my newest are becoming more and more real. I think its still

cartoonish though. But the fact my art is seriously much better than before is what keep me going.

I draw with my mouse, just to remind that fact.

Refine the art is hard and very tough.

Doing hands are still difficult to draw too.

I will continue none the less.

Since 10 months,

I trained and try many part of my skill.

I won't say it is perfect, but it got way better than before. The shading is excellent, the anatomy is top notch.

Now the only thing I need to learn more is coloring and drawing backgrounds.

But beside that, I am way too good from what I was 10 months ago. And probably will be even better the next 10 months.

One day I plan to try animation.

I have many stories in mind, and need to brainstorm all the ideas. And pick the best or the simpliest one.

More info on the next post.

see ya.

Just posted my drawing,

Dunno what to say, except to go review it.

I changed the profile pic and the background.

So, my life is going great.

Doing good work and paying my bills. I manage to save up some money and I will start working out. Going to a gym and eating healthy food. I tend to avoid junk food, chips, soft drinks and all that shit.

I weight around 280, and I need to loss 80 or more if I want to be fit.

Or gain more muscles. But the goal is to loss fat, and gain more strenght. I will do cardio and basic training.

Probably for 4 - 5 weeks, then real training to get things forward. I might buy some equipment to keep things

working at home, if I feel like skipping my work out at the gym.

Other then that, I will go back to learning stuff online and at school.

I dropped out since my 16, so that's a big goal for me.

My learning curve keep going stronger, I feel like I still can change my lifestyle for the better. Nothing can stop me from this path I choose. Nothing except my will power.

I stopped playing video games, all my friends online are asking me to keep doing that.

But, I don't care.

It's not going to make a good change in my opinion, if I keep playing games. That won't get me anywhere.

I use now a dating app, but got no match yet.

My life is in progress.

And will stay like this for a while. I hope the best for everyone who work hard, I will keep doing art and do great things.

That's about it.

See ya.