For a while, I have tried to make projects work well.

But I must be honest.

I'm starting to feel afraid of not making sense in my work

as an artist and story teller..

I dunno why I'm so hesitant, even though I keep making good

progress overall. I have this fear to fail at what I love to do.

Back when I was a kid, I used to be confident and didn't cared

very much of whatever I drawed.

Until I showed my stuff to my friends, family members and etc..

Most of them where just unimpressed. Or just say "Yeah, it looks cool."

But. I dunno, I just felt let down.

Like a wall just crumble on me, like that feeling of seeing people who

don't get the hidden message or the sentiment I put in my craft.

Yeah, I'm just afraid of that kind of outcome.

Will my work be like this in the future?

Will people forget about me when I'm gone for good?

Will all this really matter after all that effort.

Yeah, I know that sort of feeling is scarier when someone like me

go deep into it.

But I think too it won't be enough to worry to much about the upcoming consequences..

Because doing nothing won't do anything either.

So here I am, thinking about what if.

And mostly what not.

To reassure myself and for people who have trust in him.

I think I will add the fact it takes courage to face our

greatest fears.

I'm not really sure if I got the guts to make it right through

all of this.

Time will tell.

For now I will meditate on it, make sure to deal with the last remaining

part of me who seem to dwell on the past.

Anyway, I'm going to work on everything that I kept in the back of

my mind once this doubts in me is over.

Thank you and have a great night anyone who read this.

See ya.