-My friend Jack-

Who am I..?

What is the meaning of my own existence..

What made me become aware of this at all..

I just.. Think that I don't know at all..

But I am there.. Somehow..

And then I remember..

My name is Jack Willson, I used to live in this town called Grimoire.. A place where I was happy and now..

I am there, dead..

I can see my dead body on the floor..

What I have done was wrong.. I was not really old enough to understand that I had a life ahead of me..

My parents found me, there.. My wrists cut open..

I felt bad, very sad and watched them cry..

I was just 17 years old.. Was going to finish high school and..

And..

Made the choice to end it all.

They call the ambulance, put me in a bag and then few weeks later they made my funeral.

All my familly was crying, and I keep looking..

I wasn't really happy in my life..

And now.. I realise what I have missed..

It was too late.

20 years later.. In mid summer.

I watched all my familly moving on. Go out of Grimoire Town, and I stayed there.

They sold the house, and I watch the new occupants live there..

In my house..

I was alone now.. Had no one to talk to.

They moved out too after that..

Then one day I notice a girl could see me, when I was looking for the new occupants.

Her name was Gwen..

I was so nervous, I couldn't move. And decide to hide in the attic.

I could hear what they were saying though.

That girl asked if there was someone in the house already, and her parents said no.

For time to time, I checked if she was still expecting me to be here..

Everytime, she took notice of my presence.

How is that normal? I never felt like people could see me before.

And then, after taking awhile. After they finally moved in here and put everything.

I choose to go and wander in the house at midnight.

Next to know, she was awake.

In her room, reading a book with her headphones on.

I look at her through the door, and I though she was pretty.

I never saw a girl like her and I though what if I was still alive and then..

She look at me and said..

"Come in." She says, not even scared.

I looked behind me, no one was there. I was like "Who me?"

She keep looking at me and said.

"Yes, you.. Come in" She says.

And I went in, a little afraid and shy.

"Come on, I am not going to bite you."

I sit on her chair near her computer and look at her.

She cross her legs and put her book to the side.

Then look at me as well.

"So, who are you?" She says.

"Huh.." I try to say, still nervous.

"What do you mean Huh?" She said with a smirk and wait for me to reply.

"I am Jack." I finally answered.

"Cool, I am Gwen!" She says with enthousiasm and show me her hand.

And I handshake it.

For a time I stood there, and didn't said much. She start saying things and I listen.

"I am new here, I am so tired of moving and changing school all the time.. Damn.."

After that we become friends, and every now and then she talked to me when I visit her once and awhile.

Until september arrived..

-To be continued-

-The First Kiss-

The wind blows in the forest near the town of Grimoire.

Leaves and branches make noises while the night is calm.

The full moon is there and it is time for Jade and Anthony to go outside.

They are both 16 years old and are best friends.

But, that's not it all. Jade have a very specific idea of what they could do tonight.

They went near the lake in the deep part of forest and sit there.

Looking at the moonlight and then for about a minute.

Jade look at her friend and kiss him on the cheek.

Anthony is surprise, he never expected such thing.

As he look at her, and she look back at him with a smile he never saw before.

They both kiss for the first time..

Everything seem to be in place for this very moment.

Until something move in the lake, something huge..

A big bubble blurst out of the water and the two new lovers doesn't seem to notice it.

But a tall creature came out of the lake and walk near the couple.

Then Jade open her eyes, feeling something watching her.

She stop kissing Anthony and both look at the monster.

It is covered in algea and moss. Have big yellow eyes and look right at them.

This monster have huge claws and look menacing.

They both scream and start running away. But Anthony trumble and drop to the ground.

Jade stop and try to help him out but its too late.

The monster slashs on the body of Anthony and kill him.

Jade could only screams and she kneel down to see her first love dead.

The blood is everywhere and it's too much for her.

The monster look at her and smile showing his big teeth.

Then he laughs and Jade tell to herself it must be a nightmare..

And she wakes up.

She is in her bedroom, her eyes are still crying and she instinctively call Anthony.

While the phone rings, her heartbeat is rising and she is so nervous.

Then Anthony answer.

And she feel much better, telling she is sorry to bother him and then..

He asks her if she wants to go somewhere tonight.

And she says..

"Anywhere, but the lake!"

And he replied..

"How about near the ocean?"

At this moment she felt more relaxed at this offer and said yes.

So I have a job now, which means I am not available to do anything mostly for 6 months.

I will some side stories here, on my News Post.

If some of my stories are really working out.

I am going to post them in the forum, and let people judge it.

Since its the spooky month, I am going to wrote something spooky.

Also my birthday is 29th october.

I will draw some arts for this week-end and put them in my gallery.

Thanks and have fun this month!

Got a new job.

Will work 5 days a week.

40 hours, in a lumber yard.

Salary is ok. Will do this for 6 months

and get in shape.

Thanks all for your patience.

Year 103, month of the Fallen Leaf, day 29.

In the world of the past, long gone in the history.

The war raged in the vast majority of the lands of Wesperia, the blood of many innocents flowded, the terror and

fear was real. It was only a matter of time and few survived.

No king to rule, no queen to continue the lineage, and the youth was not spared..

The enemy was the Heramians, from Heramia.

It was a dark time to be in here..

But, through despair.. The wesperians decided to face off the heramians..

For good.

The remaining of the army, the villagers and even the farmers from afar.

All turned into one big army and counter attack the enemy.

To kill them all, until nothing was left of them.

After the great war of this century, 200 years passed..

The heroes names were all marked on the wall of honor in the center of the city of Wesperia.

4444 heroes, all who died in battle or survived.

They made this lands safer and at last peaceful.

Even if the bloodline of the royal family is forever broken.

The lands of Wesperia is calm after 2 centuries.

That is.. Until now.

-Seeker of the deep-

In the shadows, where no one dreams to go in.

No one is safe from the creatures below.

I, thought to be dead.

Walk in the abyss of the forsaken land.

Where I am the only human facing the terrors of the deep.

Sword and shield in hands.

I slay the demons that are beyond imagination.

Eating the remains of those monsters, I become one myself.

My eyes turning dark red, and can see perception through the whole darkness.

I, seeker of the deep. Can breath in this hell.

I, dwell in the obscure and take time to savor the flesh of the abomination I have killed.

I never felt so alive!

And I will hunt until I die!

I am the monster killer, eating the hearts of the demons!

*30 seconds of Solo electric guitar*

*then calmer part of the song*

I seek, the deepest fear in you.

I seek, the coldest mind in you.

I seek, the flames that make you breath!

and I will, make you wish it was a swift death.

*guitar and drums take part of this moment*

Monsters, come to me. Monsters, Come to me!

Oh Oh..

Monsters, come to me. Monsters, come to me!

Because I eat..

Monsters, Come to me. Monsters, come to me!

I know you don't sleep..

Monsters, come to me. Monsters, come to me!

Because I am the seeker of the deep!

-The End-

-Like A Ghost-

In my mind, I see you.

But in my life, you are gone.

Forever away, but still here..

In my heart, in my memories.

I still hope you could be there..

But it will never happen..

I know that.

I am not stupid.

But you are like a ghost..

You haunt my soul, and I regret everything for that.

You are like a part of my body that doesn't exist.

A member of the family that never was.

I understand now..

Even if you are ever out of my time.

You will always be the one who made me.

Father, I know you are not here.

And I wish things were different.

That you stayed..

But like a ghost, you disappeared.

I can't comprehend your choice.

I cannot respect you.

But I thank you for this life.

This is all I have, and I won't waste it all for nothing.

I will learn from the fact you never were here.

I will be what you never was for me.

A father.

And you now disappear like a ghost, in my head too.

Haunting me no more.

-End-

I have started to write down a story that I care about.

Don't when to explain every details of it. But it is about a medieval + Fantasy + Realistic sort of story.

I am working on it for like a year, still try to figure things about it.

The story is about the tale of a group of soldiers facing a war.

It will be available to read in few months.

Before the end of the year.

I made few drawings about it, will post them shortly after each chapters.

On the other hand, The Detective Diary is on the work too.

I didn't forget about it.. Just took time to figure what is missing in that story.

Thank you all to be patient.

Have a good time~

Summer is over.

And I was busy, made couple of personal choices.

Did some work on myself. Getting healthier, talk to some lady and starting a relationship.. Slowly.

I will move out soon from the family and go alone in this life.

My self esteem is pretty decent, even though I feel like my time is coming for changes.

I love my family, and I don't really want to leave my mother alone. Since she got problems with her car and financially

isn't stable yet.

But on the other side of that, I am alright. I think if I go alone in this life, I will learn more stuff.

Maybe get somewhere I never though before.

I need to learn the guitar again, train and get in shape.

Get a better job.

I am close to be 30 years old.. Time is really changing for me.

My mind is clear and ready to move out.

I just know I cannot take more responsibility for my mom. Even if its make me sad.

My help was temporary, but necessary for her.

I am glad that I was here for her.

So, after I move. I am gonna work hard and make money to create a game for newgrounds.

Finish the story of The detective Diary too.

My projects are important for me. But real life is more crucial than anything.

Sorry if I didn't made it through the end of summer to finish everything.

I hope people can understand that I am alone in these projects, my life change a lot and I try to get a girlfriend while

I am still young.

I want to be a father, and be responsible.

But I also want to make great things, since I got some ideas.

I was 7 years old when I started writing stories, so I really have this in the soul of me.

If there was only one thing I could wish, is to have true friends who share the same ideas than me.

So we could made this even faster in the process.

Hope to make everything realised through all this time.

It's all I have to write here for now.

Thank you for your time.

Later~

What is a kingdom?

A place to feel safe and happy. Some space you can rely on getting rest, in peace and without a doubt..

Sleep with no worries.

Or it is where the king of a realm can rule the totality of it all.

But what if there was a down side of this?

Long before the dawn of time, the gods have created the reality of multiple universe and made our world.

Not every soul on this earth can imagine what this mean.

Since there is fools who believe nothing is special about the spiritual realm.

That it is all a dream..

The thing that won't change overall is the death that is inevitable for everyone.

The dead doesn't speak much, but it is a real message to the foolish.

On this planet and beyond that.

The void of the obscure is far from being clarified from the human mind.

Any second matter when you are aware of your mortality.

But..

What really make this clear to anyone?

The devil is hidden in everyone, in their own ignorance.

What we don't know is what make us do things evil.

From doing nothing, at all. To doing unimaginable things on this life.

The devil loves to hurt more than anything.

That's why the idea of lack of knowledge is important for evil.

It is the seed of the madness.

Where the chaos can go wild and torment the innocent.

A place that we don't call home.

But we call hell.

Prison of the constant present time.

In our own mind.

A space of pure horror from our consciousness.

But fear not, the light as not been stolen yet.

There is still hope in this earth.

Humans aren't all ignorants.

The perfect opportunity will come to change the situation.

And the earth shall keep the cycle of life.

Like a true color of our land shall show itself.

Justice will prevail against all odds.

And may lady luck smile upon us all.

The end.