Started last monday and so far I love my job.

Beside the fact some co-workers are snubs

and hate my old hoodie.. Anyway, it's a place

with rich people who go there so..

My friend is working only monday and friday there for now.

But he decided to change shift to join me.

He said he also needed a longer shift like

I did. Plus he worked there for like 5 years.

So since he is in the same department

and we both appreciate each other.

It's gonna be less hard.

Also I might buy a chic coat just

to stop the snubs at work to

judge about my appearance

etc..

I never cared much about how I should look

but this place really have a bad judging

eye on how you shouldn't look.

Anyway I think beside that part, this

job is the one for me.

Want to work there for like 5 years

or maybe more than that.

Anyway, that's about it.

So yeah, I made some progress.

Changed the gameplay..

I'm trying to learn how to make puzzles that work and even created a font for text custom made.

I'm making two selectable characters to play with.

A gentleman and a lady.

I am trying to polish it before 31 october.

But so far I have an idea for the game..

Decided to not explain anything very deep about what I'm doing since

it's something new and more logical then just a platformer + shooter.

Armed Slime 2 will come out in November if I got time for it.

But right now I want to make an halloween themed game.

Escape the Dark sorta failed.. I didn't fixed the bugs..

So I am starting from fresh with a more story based game

with horror theme. The atmosphere is what I am focusing

on with that game.

I'm also trying to make the game replayable too.

With random outcomes and multiple endings..

I think I will just post the first chapter and then

do the whole game to post it on steam.

Price would be low, my goal with that is

to create a quality game that is made

for horror sim/rpg/puzzle genre.

I think the price will be set to either 5 dollards or maximum 8 dollards.

Yeah, like a skip lunch money sort of price.

Or if I am feeling like it. Just 2$

Anyway, nothing is set in stone and the game is still

worked on by me. I hope I'll be able to post it in time.

I'm currently working on Armed Slime 2.

Done few stuff but had to restart from

my last save file due to a bug that

make the weapons useless..

So, instead of repeating tries and errors.

I just went back to before the whole change.

It's annoying, but I got rid of that bug.

Now I am figuring how to make a shotgun.

Doing a shop, inventory menu and a health bar.

With extra lives too, if I figure it out right.

This will take like a week.. I hope so.

Might post some previews if things went well.

Alright, see ya.

I want to make many video games.

Finish whatever I started from last year too.

Do many comics.

Also write everything in The Detective's Diary.

So far it is the most successful project I made.

Yet, I feel like I have accomplished less of

what I wanted.

Anyway, I'm applying for more jobs. Also prepare fro

next year and get some equipment to make

my own job. Like a shovel to dig snow for

the neighbors and charge like 20$.

Or get a mower to cut the grass of the neighbors.

Seem profitable, just need to get gas and every

tool to set my own business.

I think about this, because 20$ for each house

is really fast. Instead of 15$ per hour.

Anyway, I will work my stuff.

Also I got some plans for Armed Slime 2.

I started to work on it last month, need to modify

some aspect like the health bar being visible

and the do test in the gameplay.

I tried to make a boss.. It bugged so hard

and I was really annoyed.

I did new guns sprites too.

A shotgun and a minigun.

I tried to create a knockback effect, but it's kinda messy.

Alright, I vented all my thoughs. See ya

So, once I get my job I will work on Escape The Dark in my free time.

Will get some money to buy the sub for Construct 3.

Got like payments of couple of bills to pay for like 3 months in a row.

I'm pissed but will quickly do the game after that.

Done my interview, now I wait..

Today I am getting a new job.

17$ an hour.

Working in maintenance in a spa.

Hope it goes well, I tied my tie and trimmed my beard.

After few months of going outside in the forest and near rivers.

I though myself to accept nature and be thankful for it.

Ever since I was a kid, I learned many secrets of life.

Like about time, efforts and letting go.

Seasons happens because of the planet itself rotate

and our world change for that fact. Animals survived

through all this change and learned to prepare for the

worst. When winter comes, animals eat more, gather

food, build or find refuge.

We humans have made it easier.

Paying bills to stay in a home.

Going to grocery shopping.

I kinda want to do my own prep for winter.

Today I plucked some 4 leaf clovers

and consider myself lucky to be alive.

I treat animals with respect and enjoy the sun light.

My hopes for the world are for the best.

Even if I am not really happy with

what the companies does to society

and our way to get food and water.

Anyway, I will read some books now.

I messed up few lines from The Detective's Diary.

Might ask someone to change couple of some.

I wish TomFulp allowed me to at least correct

it myself but anyway.

Will check what is missing or anything else.

Like the line "I throw a woman at him." Was actually "He throw a woman in my direction."

or something like that.

I swear, I need to read few times before posting my entries.

So, I just wanted to express myself in here.

My cause I took time to pick is Freedom of Expression.

over the 2 decades I watched many change in the public

view and how any form of art is taken.

We used to let people do alot of none sense or great things.

Obviously, some took part in art forms that are not in my interest.

Other did it right for the sake of showing what art can be

in a pure form of telling many stories, feelings and thoughs.

But the things I am attracted to in art is the nature of

being human. What I mean by that, is the fact we have

some many complex ways to adress so much originality.

Yet, society limit artists.

I never liked the education system because of the limits

it push on people. That's why I dropped out of school.

And took my own ways to express myself.

Over the years I have learned to have a sort of detachment

that prevent myself from feeling uneasy by my arts.

Like allowing me to observe and not be taken by emotions

or avoiding risks of censuring my art.

I used to get mad by like just drawing nudes.

And destroyed many arts because I though

I was a perv or anything.

Kinda not the case right now.

Plus I read alot through all this lessons of life.

I still avoid certain basic art taboos for obvious reasons.

But over all I can tell I have improved through this short 3 years.

I didn't used to let people see my stuff.

Since I am a very secretive guy.

Honestly I don't blame myself for that matter.

Because it allowed me to find myself and

let it be.

I usually help people too to connect with themselve.

But right now I kinda realized I am not the best

for such mentoring.

I'm not banning the idea to be clear, it's just I prefer to let people

be and learn on their own.

Just as I did.

I know being an artist is painful, specially for guys. Since there is like a stereotype

of this in the mainstream. Often associated by moral culture and so on.

Anyway, I am not here to judge how the world works.

Fondamentaly. I associate myself as an human being.

And don't get limited by gender or race.

In my code, everyone can be an artist.

Or just can pretend not to be one.

That's sorta fact.

But I do not think people who aren't artist are bad too.

Maybe the next decade will have better opinions.

Or not at all.

I don't really care, so I enjoy being creative and I'm open for expressing myself.

It's my cause. I want to see people evolve over their own terms.

You know, Einstein never liked to follow the rules.

Because he discovered that the educational limits

weren't his thing. So he developped something new.

Without the approval/denial of any dumbass.

That's how I am seeing this point of view too.

Stan Lee was told that Spider-Man was a bad concept for a super hero.

Guess who given a fuck about that?

I swear, sometimes it is better to not care about what people say and just do it.

It doesn't always work. But at least you learn by doing yourself a favor.

Don't let people telling you to be someone you are not.

Anyway, have a great september.

Autumn will be interesting.

Bye.