I am honest, I am still learning from many things.

The three major things that I am focused on is.

• Writing.
• Drawing
• Programming

These three are the pillars of my mind, if I don't have strenght in one of the three, my fondation might fall.

So this is why I want to take 6 months before making a new game showcase for N.G Noire. The fact that

I have no experience in programming, make this 10 times harder.

Since I have better understanding in writing and drawing. These two are still what makes me keep going.

But the programming part is not left behind. For now I try to focalise myself in things that are way

easier. So my spirit can grow in short time.

I will take a week to comprehend some new programming functions, maybe make a new game that is out of

N.G Noire project, so I can learn new stuff from the get go. Since we are half in the summer now, I think

planning for this year will be about going back to school and get a college degree.

It will take a chunk of my life, but it will be worth it.

It's better than wasting time in a day to day job and getting now where style, since living on paycheck to

paycheck isn't a pleasure. It is more like a torture for me. I have many ideas in my brain, and want

to make big things in my life that matter to me.

I want to succeed and arrive at the top of that mountain than get back to where it all started.

There is nothing to stop someone from making good choices, as long it is possible.

My only problem is that I have to take time for each project.

My project N.G Noire is way more ambitious than I though it would be.

It started with little ideas, than turned into a giant one.

And I realised soon it might be too much hard to begin with, so I prefer

to start smaller. Way smaller than a big game that takes too much of my

time.

If I can compare two projects.

The detective's Diary is a breeze of fresh air and N.G Noire is too big to ever be a real project for now.

The reason for this is the fact The Detective's Diary is a direct result.

But N.G Noire ask me to put even more effort than I ever have.

And with the fact people want to see real good result, it makes me anxious.

So, as a result. I take more time to do stuff with this project than the other.

The Detective's Diary makes me relax, give me more pleasant feelings and people

that read it does't judge me for mistakes of anykind. I see freedom in that project.

But I do no reject the N.G Noire idea.

I just need more skills right now in making games. Which is a pain for me.

I don't know much in this stuff and so I expect a lot from myself.

I should make little games first, than start to go bigger and bigger.

Hope it works.

So, I talk to my family and they like the story I made here.

I know my focus is centered on The Detective's Diary

since after the first showcase of N.G Noire.

But I actually realise I am more of an author and an artist

than being a programmer. At least for now.

My ideas are still there, thought.

Anyway, my big brother told me he wants to know the ending.

That he likes the character and etc. I guess that's on me now.

My mother give me advise for the story too.

She read a lot of detective stories, and like police drama.

So I have her as an advisor.

I started to write stories when I was a kid, and my passion

evolved since then. My knowledge is still rising, I know

I don't know enough in most of things.

But thank god for the internet. I can check stuff before

making it into my story.

I am learning through this.

I hope everyone enjoy the wait before I put more entries

in The Detective's Diary. I really do not want to rush

the course of the story and miss stuff that matters.

Or over do stuff..

I want to respect the promise.

I mean I try to.

Time will tell if I am good at this.

I asked Tom Fulp to edite the text in The Detective's Diary.

Thanks to him, I can finally say John W. Colts is 57 rather than 47 years old.

That and some mispelling got changed.

But the rest will stay the same.

I am near to change many things in the future next entries.

The part where John is with Garry in the cabin is dragging too much.

But, there is a reason to that.

I don't want to ignore any details, but the majority of the information is there now.

Guess a little time skip is necessary.

I am done with all the preparation of the battle John will face on.

A battle against corruption, clonage and much more.

Maybe there is some secrets that John didn't discovered yet.

Anyway, just want to say that I am still working on the game too.

I am not ready to publish anything about it.

But, it's still in my mind.

The detective's diary is much easier to make, since I am better at writting

then programming.

I won't say I am perfect though, need to learn from few mistakes.

My drawing skills are beyond what it used to be.

I will keep on the good work.

From my free time, I worked on The Detective's Diary and posted 2 more entries.

More will come soon.

I never though this story would attract so many readers, but here I am.

The only side note is that I mispelled few things. And I think John W. Colts is a little older than 47.

But other than that, I am quite happy with the results.

I read about many things, to make sure the story make sense.

And took a time to relax too.

My grand mother got out of the hospital too.. Sooner than 3 weeks.

She said she was fine and can walk now. Well, that's my grandma.

Always a surprise to us.

Things are getting better.

I won't be here a lot.

Having some stuff going on in life. It's nothing too serious.

But it could make me move out from where I am living.

So it does make me stress a little.

My projects are not canned, just need a week or something close to that.

I will take time to figure what will be priorized first in that week.

By the way, I have made an interview and maybe have a chance to return in school while getting paid for it.

I am not saying it is 100% sure, but more likely 50% chance.

Story short, dropping out of school isn't good & I am old enough to understand much more than before.

I have tried many jobs, and still found no path in my life until then.

But I may have discovered my passion for making games and stories.

Working 7 to 5 jobs isn't for me.

Since a young age, I actually wrote many stories and done few joke comics.

I was in a manga club too back in my teenager life.

My friends from 2012 were all passionate like me in doing mangas.

So, I am not done in this. I miss my friends too, but..

I guess life want me to be alone in my path.

My hopes are to get successful, to earn recognition from the public for my hard work.

I want my craft to be seen like pure innovation and so on.

And I am just starting.

The doctor did a radio on my grand mother 1 week after she got her accident.

And he told us it would take 2 or 3 weeks for her to recover.

Which means she will be fine.

She even walk sometimes.

I didn't wanted to bring this up in here, but I guess telling the truth is much better than keeping all the negative inside.

But.. There is one more thing that needed to be done today.

My roomate and I are going to file a complain about the water infiltration.

If the judge is in our favor, we might get 5000$ in return for damages and health issues.

Yes, my roomate got some pumps now, because the water created molds in the walls.

She never got that sick before.

Anyway, we will know what happen after we met the judge.

Lets hope he is in our favor.

I will be busy today, and if the judge evict us from our appartment.

Well. I guess time will explain it all.

I won't post anything on the Detective's Diary yet.

Got too much stuff going on.

Oh, and I might go back to school eventually and learn programming.

More on that later.

I might move out from my appartment because of water infiltration..

The owner never did a thing to repair the issue and now it's getting worst.

Also, my grand mother fractured her pelvis from an accident..

It's not funny. She will have to stay in hospital for like a month or so on.

I hope she heals well.

I dunno what think right now, I may take some break for a time.

Once everything turn for the better.

I am will work on the following projects & objectives mentioned below.

• N.G Noire
• The Detective's Diary
• Learning animation (If I have time)
• Learning programming. (Possibly take class for that)
• Studying source material from various NG creators.
• Gathering voice actors for the project of N.G Noire. (Need a voice for Pico)
• Write some side stories for secondary characters in N.G Noire.

For the N.G Noire project, I will take time for this week to wrote half of it.

The Detective's Diary is easier for me to write down, because it is an original idea coming from me.

Learning programs about animation and programming a video game will take a large time.

I need to study the source material to wrote down the scenes from various part.

Need to make concept for the city of N.G too, which is hard to make since I am not ready for this sort of drawings.

Gathering voice actors working for free, in itself does not require me effort. Beside giving lines.

The side stories will take place after N.G Noire official first publication.

Doing this will take time for me, I work on everything by myself.

I thanks the voice actors who wants to take part in this ambitious projects.

Time will come when I have the concept of the real game to showcase again.

Note1: N.G Noire's content will be rated M.

Note2: The Detective's Diary will have new post every day (If I am not tired)

Here is some information about The Detective's Diary you may not be aware of.

Yes, I took sometime to figure this out before naming my characters.

The goal is to be informational, nothing else.

So here is the meanings behind the names of my characters.

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Garry's name meaning.

The Garry effect suggests that those with this name may have a natural tendency towards assertiveness, confidence, and independence. Garrys may also be inclined towards leadership roles and have a strong sense of responsibility and duty.

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John's name meaning.

Refer to simply graced by God..

The name John is derived from the Hebrew Yohanan, meaning “graced by God.” It is a solid, traditional name that exudes strength, smarts, and kindness.

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Maria's name meaning

Maria is said to mean “star of the sea,” “rebellion,” “bitter sea,” and “drop of the sea.” Maria is also associated with the meaning “beloved” and “wished for child”.

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William's name meaning

Simply put, strong-willed warrior.

The name, which means "strong-willed warrior," became popular after William the Conqueror invaded England way back in 1066. William became inextricably linked to the man and the legend, and the name remains incredibly popular to this day. Born in the year 1028, William the Conqueror was the Duke of Normandy, in France.

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That's it for now. There rest will be there as soon the other chapters will be available for avoiding spoilers.

Thank you for your attention and have a good day!

I made a story about a detective if you are curious.

The Detective's Diary

And here is the article, which I am featured in.

The Tank Tribune

So far, I made little noises which is a good thing.

But I am expecting way more to do in this year..

I want to get recognition, but I am aware that takes time.

I want my partners to get the same success that I am seeking.

Since childhood, I dreamed to be an author.

And a game developer.

And a comic book artist..

And.. Getting a fishing permit. (Not random, I really want one)

But essencially speaking, my time to be recognized as an author seems to start well.

I do expect anything, but I am aware that my humble beginning is now here.

I will keep going, and make sure that I do not make too much mistakes.

Even if it's human to make such things.

On the other hand, things are going great.

Oh and I allow @wolfgentleman44 to use The Detective's Diary for making a voice story telling.

Check it out in the future, if you want to hear the voice of the character.

He's working on it.

More on that later this month..

The video game showcase is here, by the way.

It's.. Not perfect.

But you can get some medals and the voice acter is really good!

@Guardias is the coolest narrator I know.

Too bad I cannot make the whole game in a day..

God I wish that was possible.

Anyway,

Thanks everyone for your patience, kindness and wish you all a great summer.

I will work hard, and go take some vacation after that.