Just a thing that lift you up.

I love this one to be honest

Yeah, I figure since people like this kind of things.

Maybe I should keep making more this year?

Also going with lighter themes and less obscure

ideas.. Just to cool off.

What are your thoughs..?

So I'm writing the follow up of The Detective's Diary in a comic.

I'll bring alot of stuff and don't want people to be scared of it.

My target readers will be for adults that want to see disgusting

criminals get in jail. Or dead in a shoot out.

I'll respect the guideline and not put any visual crimes that are considered too

graphic. But will remain descriptive on what the criminals are doing.

I want this comic to have hope and decent morals to follow with.

Even if the crimes will be dark and horrifying.

This comic will be out when I feel like it.

So I have time to focus on this while I'm waiting to get the cash to make

the manga. I know, I'm multi tasking..

But I get bored if I go only on one direction.

The comic will talk about heavy subjects, topics as such like Human trafficking, drugs

sex and other things.

It's gonna be darker than the first part of John W. Colts journey.

I am working on the novel, but after I put the last page of John's days as

a normal detective.

His life will change..

I have many things in store for him, and he's not prepared for it.

Also drawing him is fun actually.

Oh, and the W. in John's name stand for Walter. If anyone care for this info.

Anyway, that's that.

Here is few ideas about what I want to focus on in a rap song.

-The manhood-

My first idea is to adress the common consensus that most men are not important.

The fact that suicide rate is high in the male side and our gender is misunderstood.

Few things about the misunderstandment, is like having large muscles and a great size

in the pants.. Always being mean and dominant.. Etc..

Which is not really the case.

Because most men only need to be intelligent and selective at what they want to be in life.

That means being true to yourself, being confident and assertive. To the most part.

-9 to 5-

Second idea is to talk about the work field, what really is a soul crushing job and

the aspect of losing your time for little money.

Because it is a thing, I had a job back then and I tell ya. Life is hard at work.

Nobody can be themselve at the office or the garage.. Another common consensus

is we are numbers and not individuals.

You cannot adress many opinion at work.

And that's that.

-Gender Control-

Yeah, this one idea is about the factor of this current era.

Women are taking the spotlight in the world, men are looking as tools rather than humans.

Science is trying to indoctrinate the mass to because something else in the gender idealogy.

Femininity is embraced, and masculinity in the mainstream media is called toxic..?

My main idea about this is, to not go in that road..

That we are all humans, in fact and this indoctrination of the mass is wrong.

But also, women aren't the problem.

It's the people who control society that are the enemy.

This gender control need to stop and I figure this might be a subject

to look at in rap.

-Women Power-

Yeah, as said before women are taking the spotlight.

But I doubt it will make the world better by making movies

with strong and slow-witted female representations

in the script.

They should make movies and series with intellectual

women, who are smart and emotionaly balanced.

Not like She-Hulk, Captain Marvel and the rest follow in that mentality..

America has a thing for idiots. Sadly it will probably

stay like that for a time in hollywood.

I dunno if rapping about that will do much, but this is just

an idea and my little opinion.

-Free Speech-

This one might be the best to look at.

Most of the world is controlled by an organization that prevent people from expressing their true thoughs.

They encourage the individual to lie and get punishment from it after being revealed as frauds.

And I think that need to be adressed too.

Youtube, Twitter and mainly facebook don't like free speech.

They have their shitty guidelines, that they do not respect themselves and have an iron fist over

the world.. Secretly of course.

I think that might be the cake of the social world to adress in a rap song.

Also I'm kinda tired to see morons talk about money, fame and sex in their songs.

Rap was made to express the truth and not the desires of foolish dreams that society

indulge with these days.

Money, fame and sex.

These three things are little to make good change over the world..

It only bring chaos and nothing to achieve beside temporary pleasure and so on.

My idea about a Free Speech song would be to focalise on what really

have major impact over the human race.

What could go right in the world and to not over look the wrong in our present

time. Because ignorance is the birth of evil.

-No money-

Imagine a world without money. That focus on effort over cash.

Wouldn't that make people more effecient in the world?

Like you have food, shelter and a good social group that can provide help at the low point in your life?

I mean that's an utopic view of what I think of the future.

But overall that. Isn't what we need as a society?

The poor no longer are poor and the rich can fuck off.

Because they mostly leech on the misery of the whole humanity.

This is a contreversial idea, but it is what it is.

Majority of the rich don't help the poor, yeah they give like 10 percent of their money.

To make the poor shut up, but isn't it unfair to exist with people who can buy

nice shoes and clothing while you barely have cash to feed yourself with?

I mean, money was created to cause misery..

The bank conterfeit money anytime, and the small group cash billions or even

trillions while the mass die with debt.

So if we turn the economy to zero, and task the world to go back to the basic

of survival skills. I'm sure the world will be smarter than now.

School don't teach you survival basic skills by the way.

You need to pay more to get that..

The elite does of course.

-Talent & Power-

Alot of people have some talents.

Little have power to get the success with that talent.

It's a secret I discovered in retrospective.

So this song will talk about people over the time, what the most ignored human beings are good

at but nobody glance an eye on them.

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Anyway, that's pretty much what I think I could work with in my free time.

Most of these idea are there for me to read in the future.

If anyone want to collab or comment here. Just go ahead.

I am open to feedback, suggestions and positive critisism of course.

I'm interested to do rap for maybe 10 years.

But never got the courage to try.

I'm still waiting to get the money and buy myself a tablet.

I didn't canned the project and I feel really frustrated to wait to get my cash.

Hope everyone isn't angry because of that.

I dunno, at this point I could do marketing.

Since I need cash to exist apperently..

I should read stuff and get many books about it.

I have no clue where to start too.

So that's that.

I contemplate the idea of going to art school..

Since I lack alot of stuff in that aspect.

AND the fact having a degree in this sort of things might give me

a professional sense of thinking..

I dunno. Or maybe learning from writing shit too.

Learning art and letters..

I have many options come to think of it..

My future is in my hands, anyways.

I'll have to figure which things worth the shot or not.

The only thing that matter to me is to succeed at things.

After all these years of trying and going nowhere.

I decided to take my own path, choose what is essencial to my heart

and take time for myself.

To just do it and keep going.

I might not be popular, rich and so on.

But I'm happy with what I am doing.

Living away from all the disturbance, politics and problematic sides of life.

Made me realise that most of these things aren't my cup of tea.

Right now it's winter time.

I have plenty of moment where I can relax

and do projects.

Go back to gym and etc.

I'm not going to adult school soon, but it's in the planning.

Once I get enough money and get the courage to study things I hate.

Like re-learning french.. And doing mathematics.

I figure that I could go to the library, learn good stuff while I have all the time.

Anyway..

I'm happy to be an author.

I hope that I finish my stories, and make people happy too.