I don't have a purpose right now,

I am just living a normal life and it's boring..

What I need is something I can feel responsable and be proud of doing that.

Maybe getting money, but the real thing is. Money doesn't motivate me.

I need an objective that make myself proud and that can get me some respect

from my pairs.

I dream to be an animator, a story teller, an author and many other things.

But I need to center this focus into one project and get it done.

So yeah, maybe I should buy a program for animation.

Get a drawing tablet and do some doodles.

Because right now, I draw with the mouse on my chromebook.

I'll think of my future and try to figure what I could do for this summer.

Tomorrow is the 4 of july. Have fun y'all.

For some reasons that I don't even know.

I am unable to post on the general forum.

I dunno the reasons or the excuse for that matter.

I hope I can talk to the admins and adress this issue.

So I just posted some voice samples on NG, but seriously I feel like it is just pointless.

I need some kind of lead and do more research in the voice acting.

Because I feel its kinda bad right now.

Not knowing what to do and doing stupid shit.

I feel like I lost my sense of humour a bit.

So on that note, why not doing it more?

Why not trying even harder?

Well I will do just that.

Hope anyone wish me luck and have fun listening to my training in my voice acting skill.

I can finally post in the audio section.

Right now I don't know what to put on it, but I will avoid any risks to prevent me from getting banned again.

Just didn't loved this sort of thing that happened to me.

I think I will try voice acting later.

For some reason, I cannot post music.

I apparently used an app on my phone that had some copyright on it.

Now I am stuck with some copyright infringement.

Which is lame, because the app was made for free usage, and supposedly copyright free music license.

I didn't meant to put myself in that situation.

But here I am.

I have so many passions in life and now this happen.

I really wish someone could help.

Just want to erase that song and allow myself to move on.

If anyone can help me, I will be grateful.

" Somedays, I dream about leaving my boring job. Literally getting the fuck away from everything.."

Jack Fryers

From day 1, I know I was not the kind of man that have a heart of gold.

From day 10, I wish I was able to keep things clear and okay.

From day 57, things turned from bad to worst.

I needed a job and I was in debt of 5,000$.

And got kicked out of my apartment.

I tried many solutions, did my part in alot of loss causes.

But at the end, who the fuck gives a shit?

No cash, no home now.. And what else.. No life ?

As I walk in the streets of New York City.

I had no one to call, not even my family could help me.

I was homeless, and I know from day 1 it was gonna end that way.

Then, finally some luck in my life happened.

As I walk in a dark alley, I found a briefcase, with 100,000$ in it.

I had a grin on my face at that very moment.

But soon, I notice a shadow behind my back.

I turn my back and look straight at the person.

He was a man with a skull mask on his face, wearing a suit and a red tie.

"Who the fuck are you?" I tell him.

The skull guy put on his red gloves and doesn't say a word.

"HEY ! I SAID WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU FREAK!" I yell at him.

But I shut up at the moment he pull out a gun and point it at me.

"Gimme the briefcase." He say.

A silence occure, I don't know what to do, except that I need that fucking money.

"No, I need it." I tell him.

The skull guy scratch his head and than.

BANG!

I drop on the ground and start to lose blood.

"You shot me.." I say.

"You bet." He simply reply.

BANG!

The End.

I am trying to remove all bad aspects of my arts.

My oldest seem grotesque, and less realistic. But my newest are becoming more and more real. I think its still

cartoonish though. But the fact my art is seriously much better than before is what keep me going.

I draw with my mouse, just to remind that fact.

Refine the art is hard and very tough.

Doing hands are still difficult to draw too.

I will continue none the less.

Since 10 months,

I trained and try many part of my skill.

I won't say it is perfect, but it got way better than before. The shading is excellent, the anatomy is top notch.

Now the only thing I need to learn more is coloring and drawing backgrounds.

But beside that, I am way too good from what I was 10 months ago. And probably will be even better the next 10 months.

One day I plan to try animation.

I have many stories in mind, and need to brainstorm all the ideas. And pick the best or the simpliest one.

More info on the next post.

see ya.

Just posted my drawing,

Dunno what to say, except to go review it.