So, I'm okay for anyone to make fan art.

But please do not say it's canon or whatever.

I'm optimist about people trying to make their

take on my original characters.

I'm not like Nintendo level of psycho anyways.

But I own the rights.

I'm actually working on scenes that matter on the meantime.

Got a couple of ones that keep popping up in my head.

I know I used to draw adult content and lewd stuff.

Just to specify, Kyle Megura's story will be either rated

T or M.

Will depend on what I see fit. Subjects will be about

growing up, sports, skate boarding, maturity, music and

wisdom growth.

I got inspired by a couple of movies through out this year.

Style will be slightly animesque and maybe Sin city colors

set.

But oriented on a graphic novel mental.

Probably full down to earth and maybe vaguely

supernatural if I feel that will be good to add it.

No jumping the shark though.

I have few visuals concepts in mind too, like inner thoughs or flashs

of "What if" in the narrative. That might put the idea of

magic or spiritual concept..

But overrall I then to focus more on the realism on this one.

I'm tired of the over powered troop or the lack of real love and respect

in any characters relationships lately.

Some part will be kinda slow to read too, I figured that setting the stage

is better to add context then just straight up went into the action.

Adding tension is hard these days in the narrative. Everyone have expectations

and mostly know stereotype.

I'm preparing to set up the town too. Which is going to take a big part in the story

of Kyle Megura, I named it too. I redone the title too of the comic book.

I'm 50/50 sure of if it's good.

Now I'm doing part drawing part writing. And I feel like I need to just make few steps each day

instead of rushing it. 6 months ago I wrote like 5 chapters, but I'm not really happy with the result.

Still got some work to do, I am learning too in the process.

I'm afraid I am not perfect in everything.

But essencially I got the motivation to keep

up none the less.

Right now I am doing side characters drafts as well.

Fleshing out a side character is rough btw.

With the knowledge I have on what not to do, like just making

random characters that have zero backstory or impact.

I'm stressed to have to redone couple of things over and over.

But anyway, that's the gist of it.

I let people have freedom to draw my character for fun, but I have the final verdict on what

will be on the story. Also I dunno if Kyle will be straight, bi or gay. For anyone who is curious

about it.

And I'm not going to precise that part, I prefer to let people made up what they want for now.

But I control the canon, and will at least do my duty to make it right.

So, I played guitar back in my 20s.

I search my closet and found that my guitar is broken.

I'll save up like maybe 200$-300$ for it and figure

whatever brand I am getting.

I swear music is essencial for me.

Right now I'm looking for clothing that will fit for Kyle.

(Used random pictures for references on google)

If anyone got any clothing designs, ideas for him

to be featured in the comic.

Send me a message or post some drawings and etc.

I'll credit you and you get the right for the clothing

ideas. Anyone is welcome to get a technically free

ad for their merch in my story.

Up to you, bye.

Specially with my buddies and drinking beers while joking around.

Life changed so much since 5 or 6 years..

People are getting distant, my friends went in their separate ways.

All for the money, like if that's helping it..

I miss laughing with people who gets my jokes and we have

inside stories that we both shares.

Like going biking in the woods, fishing together.

Camping and telling spooky stories..

Damn, I even wish I played Uno with anyone.

Things are not the same today.

Yesterday we went to the old house I lived in back when I was 14 years old.

Nothing changed there. My family know the owner of the house for like a decade

or more. He is a good friend in his 80s.

Returning there was very energizing and I felt like in a dream.

The backyard have a forest of many kilometers long with a small path that exist there even before

I was 14 years old. Went there and explored like I used to.

Now, I live in an apartment in the middle of the city.

But there it's different. Because you have no one

to bother you and whatever.

I even yelled like crazy just for the fun of it.

I had a good time, then we went to see my grandma

in her apartment to celebrate her birthday and

she wished me a birthday too.

We watched TV a bit, a music show and then

left at 8 PM.

I love my family.

Did alot of drawings by hand.

Right now I'm trying to learn

the skate boarding movements

and sports positions.

Really hard to make, but I need to keep going.

I loved playing basket ball while the leaves fallen.

Seeing the sunset before heading home and

staying late watching Harry Potter 1 to 8. (7 is in two parts)

Making coffee in the early morning and go jogging at 7 AM.

Now november is there tomorrow. In Canada it's mostly

the grayest month ever. Then the first snow might fall

in the middle of the month.

I celebrated my birthday alone, but that's okay.

Needed some time to focus on my life, look at

what the future would be interesting if I set

my goals on the right path.

I started to think I might do a Twitch channel

or anything for fun. But no. Not right now.

kinda want to do my projects before heading to

a different directions. I might buy or look for

anatomy books and drawing guides.

I lack motion in my drawings, doing still

positions is really stiff and I just feel like

learning the right way to apply

movements and all.

Might help me.

I'll try to draw all the sports I know.

Did few of that like in summer.

Anyways, November will be fun for me.

Today is my birthday!

I bought my equipment to draw by hand by the way.

Pile of papers ready and will write the first draft

to start with. I might go with a small idea and draw it to

train around the panels, text bubbles and testing how

it might work for creating my own style.

I want to earn my understanding on drawing comics.

Not just think that I know what to do.

Anyways, my birthday is now.

Wish everyone a good time too!

Recently I planned to get some ink pencils and piles of paper to draw by hand.

Got like 60$ for myself and I'm going to use it for making comics.

Will update about it if things are looking sharp.

Still working on the game for few days.

The vibe is good but I lack organization and the story is a bit hard to understand after

I play tested it.. Yeah I don't think it will go out on 31 october. Sorry.

It didn't come out like I though in my head.

I used to stress up and rush back from last year.

Today I feel like I should not work too hard.

Don't want to get discouraged too.

Commitment on your own projects is long process and demands patience.

I hope to make it work right.

I always though maybe having a black cat or just a fish to start it off

might help me stop feeling lonely. You know, it would fill the void in

my heart. Always loved to care for another being.

Also work is kinda boring so I might really need to at least

have a living creature in my room to bring me company.