I think would be a good composer and song writer if I do my best in that.

I used to be a bassist back in my 20s.

I always have ideas about all sort of things, inclueding music.

I doubt I will waste my time doing that, so I will just write stuff and make myself a name.

Anyway, that's that.

Yeah, so I am gonna express what I have learned through out this year and all.

First. Art is hard to get by. It is a form of many mediums, you can shape anything

with that universal language of mix of knowledge and experience.

I become an artist since I was a kid, then I learn the difficulties of what its like through

the years, and 2023 was my real training for art.

So I have like 20 years of experimentation, and 1 year of professionalism.

I am not an expert, but I am way better than my first art in my portfolio in Newgrounds.

I used to draw in cartoon style before, now I draw in few more styles.

Realistic, manga and cartoon. Semi-cartoon and more.

But the fact I have now more talent in shading and shaping in my designs.

Make me more excellent. I sort of know what to do now. But I still need more

training.

And need to gear up.

I used the mouse for way too long.

I also do NSFW art and find myself in what is right to do in it.

My thoughs is that I have more to express in that form.

Since I never draw 2 or 3 characters at once.

I am still in that learning curve and will train even more for next year.

I officially end my last day for this year at work!

Finally I can do whatever I want in my free time!

I will do all I want in my projects, and take some days off for myself too!

Note: This is post is for writers like me, probably not worth your time to read otherwise.

World Building.

SO hard to do, but yet so important..

I never was a patient type for this sort of things, yet it is primordial to do in fiction.

My personal experience with that was in many ways a hot mess.

I don't predetermine things, well not completely.

But you see. I often create things on the go.

Which is not really a good way to plan things.

I sadly suffered from that mistake. Because I have many times done this.

It's fun I am not lying about that part, but the priority of making a good story

is to focus on the consequences of that fact.

My stories are all about that.

I just wish I wasn't so impatient to write everything

and was able to take time to note things and make plans

that are way better than what I put on newgrounds.

So, to create a world you need to know which genre is about the story.

What is your target audience and all that boring parts.

For me, it's just too much effort.

And that's why I usually do random things.

Well not anymore.

Since I decided to change that. I will read about history books and look at maps of the world.

Check what can inspire me and etc.

I also will read about magic, dark ritual stuff and other what is considered taboo.

For my new story of course.

Principles are hard to get by, but they are way better than rules.

Since the adage "Rules are made to be broken." is quite the thing internet follow.

I will follow something that I can accept more than anything.

so, here is my 12 principles for my projects that I want to share with you all.

1. Nothing will change without effort and constancy.
2. Strenght comes in many forms, and weakness also can be strenght.
3. Accept your limits, embrace your inner voice and stop anytime you need to.
4. Work is important first, than your projects matter more after.
5. Time cannot be bought back, you have one life and you shall go with it.
6. Have a realistic point of view first, than use idealism when it's necessary.
7. Do not stray from the path you once made, except if it is the only way.
8. Repetition is only boring once you learned everything in it.
9. Also repetition does make you excellent in everything.
10. If you started something, know that starting isn't the way to finish.
11. The way to finish is always and will be part of every path you choose to go.
12. Ending a project at it's full potencial is the ultimate goal.

I will talk about each principles that I will go with for the next year. Yeah, I myself don't follow all of them.

But I will make sure to learn my way in that path I made.

I will meditate on the time being, and do some art if I feel like it.

Veronica sings:

"I let you here, on your own.

All alone, away from home.

With no one to keep you safe.

There is no haste.

Fear the grace of death of many have faced.

In the cold, when the ice grabs you ahold.

You shall know the price of trusting me.

As you tremble, while the wind frost your ears.

You disappear, without a trace.

There is no race, you shall face.

The cold feeling of the snow.

Wind is howling, as it blow through your hair.

No, I am not fair.

Dead is the man you once were.

As I welcome your skull to my lair.

I will not hurt you now, I swear.

Since death is what I care."

My plans are simple,

I want to make few things work before the end of the year.

My new IP story is in development.

Yes, its again a new idea..

No. I am not gonna put it on hold.

I just need to make something short and finish it.

That's my goal here.

You see, The Detective's Diary take me a long time to figure about the vilain.

And N.G Noire is really hard for me since I am not a true programmer.

My patience as often its limits.

I have too much ideas that grow in my brain, and cannot stay on one big idea.

So, I try to focus on a smaller one.

And I lack discipline.

I need to train, make deadlines and stick to it.

I wish I was more ready to be able to write everything in time.

And that I made things work out.

But I still try.

I never give up, just take breaks.

So anyway, I will post the story once it is finished.

This one will come in audio, on a post here and if everything work out.

I will do so art for the visual aspect. Since its what please me most.

It is the darkest thing I work on so far.

Tale of a witch.

"A man cannot buy his time back,

he simply have it once and lose it all after he dies.

This is the sad truth of our existance,

the wind goes on and the ship move on its way.

Until there is a place to belong,

Nobody knows what can change through it all.

Day after day,

night after night.

Time will pass,

nothing will last.

There is darkness,

and there is light in that obscureness.

Because we humans can adapt through this fate of ours,

it is only our time that matter.

We do not belong in a cage of fear,

pretending that everything is okay,

and following the rules that are bond to be broken.

We are creatures that are aware of our inevitable fate,

and the only courage that we have left is the force to keep going,

No matter what..

It is what we know now."

so yeah, I didn't respect my words and didn't do anything last week.

Well I am kinda busy at the time, but my job only have 3 days left to be finished for this year.

I want to make everything come true.

And wish I was less occupied by life and all.

Sorry if I was not on point with what I said.

Hey, so I am back.

Sorry about the Hiatus.

I needed time to rest because of my job.

But here I am, back and alive!

I have many ideas, done few things in the past and I am confident it will take awhile to finish my projects.

Here is the details about my projects.

• N.G Noire will be on the work in april.
• THe Detective's Diary will get few new entries in around this week.
• Soldiers of the King will also have more entries.
• More arts will be added next week-end.
• First look at the script of N.G Noire for those who are interested to join the project.

Since my job while last 3 months, this is the main reason I don't continue the progress on the N.G Noire game.

Hope you guys can understand. Thanks for your patience and I will show more stuff next week-end.