Year 103, month of the Fallen Leaf, day 29.

In the world of the past, long gone in the history.

The war raged in the vast majority of the lands of Wesperia, the blood of many innocents flowded, the terror and

fear was real. It was only a matter of time and few survived.

No king to rule, no queen to continue the lineage, and the youth was not spared..

The enemy was the Heramians, from Heramia.

It was a dark time to be in here..

But, through despair.. The wesperians decided to face off the heramians..

For good.

The remaining of the army, the villagers and even the farmers from afar.

All turned into one big army and counter attack the enemy.

To kill them all, until nothing was left of them.

After the great war of this century, 200 years passed..

The heroes names were all marked on the wall of honor in the center of the city of Wesperia.

4444 heroes, all who died in battle or survived.

They made this lands safer and at last peaceful.

Even if the bloodline of the royal family is forever broken.

The lands of Wesperia is calm after 2 centuries.

That is.. Until now.

-Seeker of the deep-

In the shadows, where no one dreams to go in.

No one is safe from the creatures below.

I, thought to be dead.

Walk in the abyss of the forsaken land.

Where I am the only human facing the terrors of the deep.

Sword and shield in hands.

I slay the demons that are beyond imagination.

Eating the remains of those monsters, I become one myself.

My eyes turning dark red, and can see perception through the whole darkness.

I, seeker of the deep. Can breath in this hell.

I, dwell in the obscure and take time to savor the flesh of the abomination I have killed.

I never felt so alive!

And I will hunt until I die!

I am the monster killer, eating the hearts of the demons!

*30 seconds of Solo electric guitar*

*then calmer part of the song*

I seek, the deepest fear in you.

I seek, the coldest mind in you.

I seek, the flames that make you breath!

and I will, make you wish it was a swift death.

*guitar and drums take part of this moment*

Monsters, come to me. Monsters, Come to me!

Oh Oh..

Monsters, come to me. Monsters, come to me!

Because I eat..

Monsters, Come to me. Monsters, come to me!

I know you don't sleep..

Monsters, come to me. Monsters, come to me!

Because I am the seeker of the deep!

-The End-

-Like A Ghost-

In my mind, I see you.

But in my life, you are gone.

Forever away, but still here..

In my heart, in my memories.

I still hope you could be there..

But it will never happen..

I know that.

I am not stupid.

But you are like a ghost..

You haunt my soul, and I regret everything for that.

You are like a part of my body that doesn't exist.

A member of the family that never was.

I understand now..

Even if you are ever out of my time.

You will always be the one who made me.

Father, I know you are not here.

And I wish things were different.

That you stayed..

But like a ghost, you disappeared.

I can't comprehend your choice.

I cannot respect you.

But I thank you for this life.

This is all I have, and I won't waste it all for nothing.

I will learn from the fact you never were here.

I will be what you never was for me.

A father.

And you now disappear like a ghost, in my head too.

Haunting me no more.

-End-

I have started to write down a story that I care about.

Don't when to explain every details of it. But it is about a medieval + Fantasy + Realistic sort of story.

I am working on it for like a year, still try to figure things about it.

The story is about the tale of a group of soldiers facing a war.

It will be available to read in few months.

Before the end of the year.

I made few drawings about it, will post them shortly after each chapters.

On the other hand, The Detective Diary is on the work too.

I didn't forget about it.. Just took time to figure what is missing in that story.

Thank you all to be patient.

Have a good time~

Summer is over.

And I was busy, made couple of personal choices.

Did some work on myself. Getting healthier, talk to some lady and starting a relationship.. Slowly.

I will move out soon from the family and go alone in this life.

My self esteem is pretty decent, even though I feel like my time is coming for changes.

I love my family, and I don't really want to leave my mother alone. Since she got problems with her car and financially

isn't stable yet.

But on the other side of that, I am alright. I think if I go alone in this life, I will learn more stuff.

Maybe get somewhere I never though before.

I need to learn the guitar again, train and get in shape.

Get a better job.

I am close to be 30 years old.. Time is really changing for me.

My mind is clear and ready to move out.

I just know I cannot take more responsibility for my mom. Even if its make me sad.

My help was temporary, but necessary for her.

I am glad that I was here for her.

So, after I move. I am gonna work hard and make money to create a game for newgrounds.

Finish the story of The detective Diary too.

My projects are important for me. But real life is more crucial than anything.

Sorry if I didn't made it through the end of summer to finish everything.

I hope people can understand that I am alone in these projects, my life change a lot and I try to get a girlfriend while

I am still young.

I want to be a father, and be responsible.

But I also want to make great things, since I got some ideas.

I was 7 years old when I started writing stories, so I really have this in the soul of me.

If there was only one thing I could wish, is to have true friends who share the same ideas than me.

So we could made this even faster in the process.

Hope to make everything realised through all this time.

It's all I have to write here for now.

Thank you for your time.

Later~

What is a kingdom?

A place to feel safe and happy. Some space you can rely on getting rest, in peace and without a doubt..

Sleep with no worries.

Or it is where the king of a realm can rule the totality of it all.

But what if there was a down side of this?

Long before the dawn of time, the gods have created the reality of multiple universe and made our world.

Not every soul on this earth can imagine what this mean.

Since there is fools who believe nothing is special about the spiritual realm.

That it is all a dream..

The thing that won't change overall is the death that is inevitable for everyone.

The dead doesn't speak much, but it is a real message to the foolish.

On this planet and beyond that.

The void of the obscure is far from being clarified from the human mind.

Any second matter when you are aware of your mortality.

But..

What really make this clear to anyone?

The devil is hidden in everyone, in their own ignorance.

What we don't know is what make us do things evil.

From doing nothing, at all. To doing unimaginable things on this life.

The devil loves to hurt more than anything.

That's why the idea of lack of knowledge is important for evil.

It is the seed of the madness.

Where the chaos can go wild and torment the innocent.

A place that we don't call home.

But we call hell.

Prison of the constant present time.

In our own mind.

A space of pure horror from our consciousness.

But fear not, the light as not been stolen yet.

There is still hope in this earth.

Humans aren't all ignorants.

The perfect opportunity will come to change the situation.

And the earth shall keep the cycle of life.

Like a true color of our land shall show itself.

Justice will prevail against all odds.

And may lady luck smile upon us all.

The end.

Hey, hope you all are happy with this summer ending.

I took a break and didn't post anything since like 2 weeks.

My life was kinda busy, not to go too far in the details. I got sick and still trying to recover.

But it's nothing serious.

I am not interested to quit Newgrounds, it's too good in here and I really like the freedom TomFulp created

in here. My priorities are changing, I try to get in shape and read a lot.

I want to stay sharp and collected while I work on my projects.

Even if I am sick right now.

I will go back in the gym soon after I get better.

The Detective Diary is on a break, but I am preparing for the next entries.

Don't want to mess this story, it's really getting somewhere.

Guess that's it for now, thanks for everyone who like and support my work.

Have a good time and lets keep in touch.

See y'all

Poem: Rainbow after storm.

I desire to love her more than myself, to gift her my heart and share a part of my time with her.

But love, is an union of two souls that desire one another.

If I go in that path, and fail.. I fear that the pain will be greater than ever.

So I fear to accept my feelings for her, not because I am a coward.

But because I know that loving someone who hurt you is wrong.

It's like giving the keys to your home to a thief and you expect nothing bad will happen.

And I have been robbed before in many ways, so feeling secure is more important than my heart.

My soul is broken for being alone, but yet..

Am I alone really?

Am I the only one to suffer the oppression of the world?

I doubt I am the exception, and I wish she notice me for what I worth really.

She is like a sunshine, and I am the storm..

But like any storm, here comes the thunder.

Like lightning that strike on earth, I tried to talk to her.

But she hides, rather than showing herself to the rain.

If I was different, maybe she would care..

Maybe she would look at me a different way than this.

So I become a rainbow, and than she see me differently. Without fear.

But was she really the one for me?

Does women prefer rainbow than a storm?

I guess I can't know the answer yet.

Poem: Saving the existence of me.

I am not the one who can save anyone, but I wish I was.

I sworn to protect those I love, with no fear in my heart.

This fire is burning inside of me, telling me how much I hate what I had done.

When I have failed you and made you cry.

And when I have lost you through time..

There is no escape from this mistake..

It is more than I can take..

I wish you were fine and I still swallow my feelings to this day..

Hating that moment that stay in my mind..

Which hurts my soul to the core and torment me like ghosts that haunts me.

I find no line between pain and going in vain.

I feel ashame to be alive, and want to end this cycle of suffering.

But cannot accept the whole thing yet.

Do I matter at all? Or does the wind follow the course of life?

Should I do the same and forget who I was to the beginning?

And run free into this world?

Or let the dark consume me til I am none..

And disappear into the void..

I suffocate in this way of thinking..

It makes me realise how much I am more than enough.

That I am the one to save from all of this.

Even if I know I will be one person and only myself.

At least, my life matter to me now.

And no one shall say otherwise.

So, lately I have been busy.

I try to go back to school and learn stuff. I really want to be accepted at the school because I need my HS degree so

then I can go to college and learn programming. Yeah, have to wait for 2-3 weeks and then if I am back in studying

I will be very occupied.

I dropped out of HS back when I was 16 years old, and I feel the necessity to return and get my diploma.

It will take me awhile to make content in here. But I do not want to go on hiatus.

Still when to make games and stories.

When I get the diploma and the college degree.

Things will change, and I will be proud of myself.

I really have the ambition to turn into a decent programmer and focus on making games.

And I dream to become a game developper since my childhood.

I have thousands of ideas that need to be finished.

Don't want that to die with me when I am gone.

I just hope to be accepted in school and get good grades.

So that's about it. See ya NG