So I am planning to do more of the detective's diary.

But I will work on other ideas I have.

I took some free time to draw many things.

I even started to do fan art.

My thoughts is that my skills should be more efficient with a new set of tools.

I draw with the mouse basically.

So I will buy some gears for this.

Like a graphic tablette and a pencil.

And some programs.

If anyone have some suggestions please let me know.

Thank you.

It's my birthday today.

So, what do I do in my free time?

Well. I play video games. Like alot of people.

One game I enjoy is animal crossing new horizons.

And Stardew Valley too.

I just love simple games.

My dream is to have 3 friends who we go play stardew valley together in co-op or play

animal crossing new horizons.

Message me if you would like to play together.

Only adults can join my game though.

So I am ready to start a comic.

Dunno what will be made, but I got all the things for making this.

It will take me awhile.

My life is going well.

I work hard, do my job in the lumber yard and write stories in the meantime.

My only issue is that I have little space in my schedul. But that's not a big issue.

I am very happy right now.

Sadly, I stopped training.. And the gym is far from my home..

Yeah I have little excuse to skip gym sessions..

So I will buy some dumb bells, get in shape at home and etc.

The story of The Detective's Diary is starting to be well flesh out.

I have some ideas left undone too.

More on that later.

So I basically went full on The Detective Diary storyline.

My passion for writing that story as grow stronger, since I took a break of a month and a half.

I just needed some time for myself to think about what next could be put in there.

The ending is already decided.

I have like 1,264 views on that story in the writing forum.

It's for mature people, and not for kids.

I post 2 or 3 pages each day now.

Dunno if I can keep up in that pace.

I have learn many things in writing with this story.

Glad it went that way.

When he died in my arms..

I felt like I lost a part of myself.

Something that was right to have..

But was no more in here, in my heart..

It was gone.

Gone as the light he once had in his eyes.

And I closed them..

As my hope to feel happy again faded..

My eyes couldn't just hold my tears anymore.

What is hope..

Is it like a sun?

No, because it only appear half the time..

Is it like a dream?

Well not either.. Because it disappear only once we are awake.

You see, I think hope is when we found what we didn't expect in the dark..

Light..

Something that gives us guidance even when everything is in ruins in our heart..

But now..

Now that I think about it.

I believe I have lost this hope..

Somewhere, in the time of when I was just ignorant enough..

A hope that will never return for me..

Leaving me in the deepest darkness of my own self.

Is it over yet..?

I think not.

I guess God have a path for me in store..

Let see what he have to offer.

"Welcome to Big City! The place you will absolutely find what you are looking for! Get rich! Get Famous! Get anything

you want or are dreaming for so long to earn for yourself! Get your free citizenship now in the-" *Krrrrriishhh*

"And become someone you won't even recognize afterwards! You will not regret- "*KRRRRiiiissshhh*

"All the details in the papers! Good Luck!"

I am still interested to make the game.

The N.G Noire game based on L.A Noire.

But the real reason it as been put on hold is the clear factor that I am not rich, not experimented, and totally not free to work on it every day. My VAs that were interested to join in are long gone or absent for now.

I know 10% of programming so far and just look at that showcase to know what I am talking about.

Rather to dwell on the sad result, I am proud to explain why I am on a small hiatus.

I have too many ideas, I am doing too much for my brain and I even work now.

My contract will last 6 months, and I will gather some ressourses to focus later on this project.

But, that is not all. I am also making creepypasta stories.

I posted 3 entries for The Detective's Diary and I am satisfied about it.

The result is great from this part, I got 1,135 views. Which is huge on the retrospect.

Even got in The Tank Tribune for the first time in my life!

Seriously, I didn't expected all this when I started on NG.

I am not yet the best at my craft, but still working on things.

The ending of The Detective Diary is already chosen by the way, I don't think everyone will like it.

And once I finish it, I will asks @tomfulp to lock it.

So it could be preserved.

But it is not over yet, John Colts still have some energy left in him.

Thank you everyone who encourage me once and awhile.

And Tom Fulp for his secret corrections on the The Detective's Diary.

I am not perfect.. But I do what I can do.