I am still interested to make the game.

The N.G Noire game based on L.A Noire.

But the real reason it as been put on hold is the clear factor that I am not rich, not experimented, and totally not free to work on it every day. My VAs that were interested to join in are long gone or absent for now.

I know 10% of programming so far and just look at that showcase to know what I am talking about.

Rather to dwell on the sad result, I am proud to explain why I am on a small hiatus.

I have too many ideas, I am doing too much for my brain and I even work now.

My contract will last 6 months, and I will gather some ressourses to focus later on this project.

But, that is not all. I am also making creepypasta stories.

I posted 3 entries for The Detective's Diary and I am satisfied about it.

The result is great from this part, I got 1,135 views. Which is huge on the retrospect.

Even got in The Tank Tribune for the first time in my life!

Seriously, I didn't expected all this when I started on NG.

I am not yet the best at my craft, but still working on things.

The ending of The Detective Diary is already chosen by the way, I don't think everyone will like it.

And once I finish it, I will asks @tomfulp to lock it.

So it could be preserved.

But it is not over yet, John Colts still have some energy left in him.

Thank you everyone who encourage me once and awhile.

And Tom Fulp for his secret corrections on the The Detective's Diary.

I am not perfect.. But I do what I can do.

I forgot what day are we..

I am stuck in the dark, in the winter.. Inside a place I don't know about.

They knocked me down, and then I couldn't do anything about it.

All I can remember is that I was this close to find out about William Berkley's plan..

The bus arrived and she enters in it.

She walk to reach the middle of the bus and sit alone.

I decided to follow her and when she saw me being with her, she seem to be less stressed.

We pass many places, the town, the near forest and the bridge that have a river underneath.

The other teenager talk and she look at the window ignoring everyone.

I heard what they say, some wonder who she is and others make jokes about her looks.

Because Gwen is pretty and have a curvy body.

I decide to intervene and check what I could mess around with them.

First thing I did was unziping their bags, so when they stand up the contain will fall off.

Then I tie their shoes together to make it more bad for the exit at the end of the road.

Gwen noticed me doing something and pretended to cough, it was a signal to for me to come back.

So I returned, and the bus stop.

People start to stand up and everyone trumbles.

Gwen look at me and roll her eyes.

Then she get out of there while everyone is cursing in the bus.

The high school of Grimoire is an old building that have been here even before I was dead or alive.

It felt weird for me to be here, but Gwen seemed to be unfaze. She just stood there looking at the

place and then walk inside as people walk by.

I keep her company as she find her way in the school and the day went well.

She get her own locker, for herself. Hear the beginning ceremony and

see all the teachers. Some are great, bad and one very terrible.

That teacher is Adam Gritcher, the biology teacher.. He is bizarre and awkward.

When he start presenting himself, everyone laugh at him because he doesn't talk that good in english.

Anyway, after all the teachers present themselves and the day went on.

Gwen finally arrive at home from the bus.

It is 4:35 PM

Her parents aren't home, because they work at this hour.

She close the door behind her and start talking to me right at this moment.

"Aah.. Finally, it's over!" She yells and drop on the couch.

"Is everything okay..?" I asks her.

"Yeah, it's alright." She mumble while her head is buried in the pillows.

"You seem tired.." I say.

"Maybe because I am.." She says and move her hand as she speak.

"Well.. I will leave you.." I just say/

"No, no.. Jack stay, please." She replies.

And I stay there in the air, looking at her.

"You know what, I don't really like to admit it. But I hate everything about being in public, it's scary." She says.

She explain all about her fear of the public after that, what happened before she move out of the last town.

And the reason was simple, she talked to a ghost in public in her former high school and everyone as seen

her like a crazy girl because of it. The worst part was that.. It wasn't the first time it occured.

"It's not your fault." I say as I try to recomfort her.

She gaze at me with her eyes, like it was the only time she heard this.

"You have no idea what I have been through Jack." She almost cry.

When she said that, I felt like she had been in a terrible place before and then I just tell her.

"You are not going to die because of that, it's okay Gwen.. People.." I take a moment to think..

"People make mistakes.." I just say that.

"Thank you Jack.." She says and look better now.

She decided to watchs movies that night, she made some food for herself and her parents arrived arround 9 PM.

Then september went fast like this.

Gwen rapidly made some friends and things was alright..

Until October started.

It was late that night, at october 1st. A murder just happened in the town..

-My friend Jack-

Who am I..?

What is the meaning of my own existence..

What made me become aware of this at all..

I just.. Think that I don't know at all..

But I am there.. Somehow..

And then I remember..

My name is Jack Willson, I used to live in this town called Grimoire.. A place where I was happy and now..

I am there, dead..

I can see my dead body on the floor..

What I have done was wrong.. I was not really old enough to understand that I had a life ahead of me..

My parents found me, there.. My wrists cut open..

I felt bad, very sad and watched them cry..

I was just 17 years old.. Was going to finish high school and..

And..

Made the choice to end it all.

They call the ambulance, put me in a bag and then few weeks later they made my funeral.

All my familly was crying, and I keep looking..

I wasn't really happy in my life..

And now.. I realise what I have missed..

It was too late.

20 years later.. In mid summer.

I watched all my familly moving on. Go out of Grimoire Town, and I stayed there.

They sold the house, and I watch the new occupants live there..

In my house..

I was alone now.. Had no one to talk to.

They moved out too after that..

Then one day I notice a girl could see me, when I was looking for the new occupants.

Her name was Gwen..

I was so nervous, I couldn't move. And decide to hide in the attic.

I could hear what they were saying though.

That girl asked if there was someone in the house already, and her parents said no.

For time to time, I checked if she was still expecting me to be here..

Everytime, she took notice of my presence.

How is that normal? I never felt like people could see me before.

And then, after taking awhile. After they finally moved in here and put everything.

I choose to go and wander in the house at midnight.

Next to know, she was awake.

In her room, reading a book with her headphones on.

I look at her through the door, and I though she was pretty.

I never saw a girl like her and I though what if I was still alive and then..

She look at me and said..

"Come in." She says, not even scared.

I looked behind me, no one was there. I was like "Who me?"

She keep looking at me and said.

"Yes, you.. Come in" She says.

And I went in, a little afraid and shy.

"Come on, I am not going to bite you."

I sit on her chair near her computer and look at her.

She cross her legs and put her book to the side.

Then look at me as well.

"So, who are you?" She says.

"Huh.." I try to say, still nervous.

"What do you mean Huh?" She said with a smirk and wait for me to reply.

"I am Jack." I finally answered.

"Cool, I am Gwen!" She says with enthousiasm and show me her hand.

And I handshake it.

For a time I stood there, and didn't said much. She start saying things and I listen.

"I am new here, I am so tired of moving and changing school all the time.. Damn.."

After that we become friends, and every now and then she talked to me when I visit her once and awhile.

Until september arrived..

-To be continued-

-The First Kiss-

The wind blows in the forest near the town of Grimoire.

Leaves and branches make noises while the night is calm.

The full moon is there and it is time for Jade and Anthony to go outside.

They are both 16 years old and are best friends.

But, that's not it all. Jade have a very specific idea of what they could do tonight.

They went near the lake in the deep part of forest and sit there.

Looking at the moonlight and then for about a minute.

Jade look at her friend and kiss him on the cheek.

Anthony is surprise, he never expected such thing.

As he look at her, and she look back at him with a smile he never saw before.

They both kiss for the first time..

Everything seem to be in place for this very moment.

Until something move in the lake, something huge..

A big bubble blurst out of the water and the two new lovers doesn't seem to notice it.

But a tall creature came out of the lake and walk near the couple.

Then Jade open her eyes, feeling something watching her.

She stop kissing Anthony and both look at the monster.

It is covered in algea and moss. Have big yellow eyes and look right at them.

This monster have huge claws and look menacing.

They both scream and start running away. But Anthony trumble and drop to the ground.

Jade stop and try to help him out but its too late.

The monster slashs on the body of Anthony and kill him.

Jade could only screams and she kneel down to see her first love dead.

The blood is everywhere and it's too much for her.

The monster look at her and smile showing his big teeth.

Then he laughs and Jade tell to herself it must be a nightmare..

And she wakes up.

She is in her bedroom, her eyes are still crying and she instinctively call Anthony.

While the phone rings, her heartbeat is rising and she is so nervous.

Then Anthony answer.

And she feel much better, telling she is sorry to bother him and then..

He asks her if she wants to go somewhere tonight.

And she says..

"Anywhere, but the lake!"

And he replied..

"How about near the ocean?"

At this moment she felt more relaxed at this offer and said yes.

So I have a job now, which means I am not available to do anything mostly for 6 months.

I will some side stories here, on my News Post.

If some of my stories are really working out.

I am going to post them in the forum, and let people judge it.

Since its the spooky month, I am going to wrote something spooky.

Also my birthday is 29th october.

I will draw some arts for this week-end and put them in my gallery.

Thanks and have fun this month!

Got a new job.

Will work 5 days a week.

40 hours, in a lumber yard.

Salary is ok. Will do this for 6 months

and get in shape.

Thanks all for your patience.

Year 103, month of the Fallen Leaf, day 29.

In the world of the past, long gone in the history.

The war raged in the vast majority of the lands of Wesperia, the blood of many innocents flowded, the terror and

fear was real. It was only a matter of time and few survived.

No king to rule, no queen to continue the lineage, and the youth was not spared..

The enemy was the Heramians, from Heramia.

It was a dark time to be in here..

But, through despair.. The wesperians decided to face off the heramians..

For good.

The remaining of the army, the villagers and even the farmers from afar.

All turned into one big army and counter attack the enemy.

To kill them all, until nothing was left of them.

After the great war of this century, 200 years passed..

The heroes names were all marked on the wall of honor in the center of the city of Wesperia.

4444 heroes, all who died in battle or survived.

They made this lands safer and at last peaceful.

Even if the bloodline of the royal family is forever broken.

The lands of Wesperia is calm after 2 centuries.

That is.. Until now.

-Seeker of the deep-

In the shadows, where no one dreams to go in.

No one is safe from the creatures below.

I, thought to be dead.

Walk in the abyss of the forsaken land.

Where I am the only human facing the terrors of the deep.

Sword and shield in hands.

I slay the demons that are beyond imagination.

Eating the remains of those monsters, I become one myself.

My eyes turning dark red, and can see perception through the whole darkness.

I, seeker of the deep. Can breath in this hell.

I, dwell in the obscure and take time to savor the flesh of the abomination I have killed.

I never felt so alive!

And I will hunt until I die!

I am the monster killer, eating the hearts of the demons!

*30 seconds of Solo electric guitar*

*then calmer part of the song*

I seek, the deepest fear in you.

I seek, the coldest mind in you.

I seek, the flames that make you breath!

and I will, make you wish it was a swift death.

*guitar and drums take part of this moment*

Monsters, come to me. Monsters, Come to me!

Oh Oh..

Monsters, come to me. Monsters, come to me!

Because I eat..

Monsters, Come to me. Monsters, come to me!

I know you don't sleep..

Monsters, come to me. Monsters, come to me!

Because I am the seeker of the deep!

-The End-

-Like A Ghost-

In my mind, I see you.

But in my life, you are gone.

Forever away, but still here..

In my heart, in my memories.

I still hope you could be there..

But it will never happen..

I know that.

I am not stupid.

But you are like a ghost..

You haunt my soul, and I regret everything for that.

You are like a part of my body that doesn't exist.

A member of the family that never was.

I understand now..

Even if you are ever out of my time.

You will always be the one who made me.

Father, I know you are not here.

And I wish things were different.

That you stayed..

But like a ghost, you disappeared.

I can't comprehend your choice.

I cannot respect you.

But I thank you for this life.

This is all I have, and I won't waste it all for nothing.

I will learn from the fact you never were here.

I will be what you never was for me.

A father.

And you now disappear like a ghost, in my head too.

Haunting me no more.

-End-