I'm currently working on Armed Slime 2.

Done few stuff but had to restart from

my last save file due to a bug that

make the weapons useless..

So, instead of repeating tries and errors.

I just went back to before the whole change.

It's annoying, but I got rid of that bug.

Now I am figuring how to make a shotgun.

Doing a shop, inventory menu and a health bar.

With extra lives too, if I figure it out right.

This will take like a week.. I hope so.

Might post some previews if things went well.

Alright, see ya.

I want to make many video games.

Finish whatever I started from last year too.

Do many comics.

Also write everything in The Detective's Diary.

So far it is the most successful project I made.

Yet, I feel like I have accomplished less of

what I wanted.

Anyway, I'm applying for more jobs. Also prepare fro

next year and get some equipment to make

my own job. Like a shovel to dig snow for

the neighbors and charge like 20$.

Or get a mower to cut the grass of the neighbors.

Seem profitable, just need to get gas and every

tool to set my own business.

I think about this, because 20$ for each house

is really fast. Instead of 15$ per hour.

Anyway, I will work my stuff.

Also I got some plans for Armed Slime 2.

I started to work on it last month, need to modify

some aspect like the health bar being visible

and the do test in the gameplay.

I tried to make a boss.. It bugged so hard

and I was really annoyed.

I did new guns sprites too.

A shotgun and a minigun.

I tried to create a knockback effect, but it's kinda messy.

Alright, I vented all my thoughs. See ya

So, once I get my job I will work on Escape The Dark in my free time.

Will get some money to buy the sub for Construct 3.

Got like payments of couple of bills to pay for like 3 months in a row.

I'm pissed but will quickly do the game after that.

Done my interview, now I wait..

Today I am getting a new job.

17$ an hour.

Working in maintenance in a spa.

Hope it goes well, I tied my tie and trimmed my beard.

After few months of going outside in the forest and near rivers.

I though myself to accept nature and be thankful for it.

Ever since I was a kid, I learned many secrets of life.

Like about time, efforts and letting go.

Seasons happens because of the planet itself rotate

and our world change for that fact. Animals survived

through all this change and learned to prepare for the

worst. When winter comes, animals eat more, gather

food, build or find refuge.

We humans have made it easier.

Paying bills to stay in a home.

Going to grocery shopping.

I kinda want to do my own prep for winter.

Today I plucked some 4 leaf clovers

and consider myself lucky to be alive.

I treat animals with respect and enjoy the sun light.

My hopes for the world are for the best.

Even if I am not really happy with

what the companies does to society

and our way to get food and water.

Anyway, I will read some books now.

I messed up few lines from The Detective's Diary.

Might ask someone to change couple of some.

I wish TomFulp allowed me to at least correct

it myself but anyway.

Will check what is missing or anything else.

Like the line "I throw a woman at him." Was actually "He throw a woman in my direction."

or something like that.

I swear, I need to read few times before posting my entries.

So, I just wanted to express myself in here.

My cause I took time to pick is Freedom of Expression.

over the 2 decades I watched many change in the public

view and how any form of art is taken.

We used to let people do alot of none sense or great things.

Obviously, some took part in art forms that are not in my interest.

Other did it right for the sake of showing what art can be

in a pure form of telling many stories, feelings and thoughs.

But the things I am attracted to in art is the nature of

being human. What I mean by that, is the fact we have

some many complex ways to adress so much originality.

Yet, society limit artists.

I never liked the education system because of the limits

it push on people. That's why I dropped out of school.

And took my own ways to express myself.

Over the years I have learned to have a sort of detachment

that prevent myself from feeling uneasy by my arts.

Like allowing me to observe and not be taken by emotions

or avoiding risks of censuring my art.

I used to get mad by like just drawing nudes.

And destroyed many arts because I though

I was a perv or anything.

Kinda not the case right now.

Plus I read alot through all this lessons of life.

I still avoid certain basic art taboos for obvious reasons.

But over all I can tell I have improved through this short 3 years.

I didn't used to let people see my stuff.

Since I am a very secretive guy.

Honestly I don't blame myself for that matter.

Because it allowed me to find myself and

let it be.

I usually help people too to connect with themselve.

But right now I kinda realized I am not the best

for such mentoring.

I'm not banning the idea to be clear, it's just I prefer to let people

be and learn on their own.

Just as I did.

I know being an artist is painful, specially for guys. Since there is like a stereotype

of this in the mainstream. Often associated by moral culture and so on.

Anyway, I am not here to judge how the world works.

Fondamentaly. I associate myself as an human being.

And don't get limited by gender or race.

In my code, everyone can be an artist.

Or just can pretend not to be one.

That's sorta fact.

But I do not think people who aren't artist are bad too.

Maybe the next decade will have better opinions.

Or not at all.

I don't really care, so I enjoy being creative and I'm open for expressing myself.

It's my cause. I want to see people evolve over their own terms.

You know, Einstein never liked to follow the rules.

Because he discovered that the educational limits

weren't his thing. So he developped something new.

Without the approval/denial of any dumbass.

That's how I am seeing this point of view too.

Stan Lee was told that Spider-Man was a bad concept for a super hero.

Guess who given a fuck about that?

I swear, sometimes it is better to not care about what people say and just do it.

It doesn't always work. But at least you learn by doing yourself a favor.

Don't let people telling you to be someone you are not.

Anyway, have a great september.

Autumn will be interesting.

Bye.

Went back to write my story I worked on for like a year and a month now.

I was waiting to get a surge of inspiration like I often used to.

Glad I didn't rushed to finish it but yet I need to work my stuff.

Will post another part for the ending of the act 3 of the story of Detective John W. Colts.

The best part is that it came naturally to me. I remember last year I used to stress

and rush parts.. Huh, I wish I could rewind that.

We learn by doing the thing, as I heard somewhere. I dunno.

I will also draw stuff on paper and keep my talent fresh.

Might post something when I feel like it will pay off.

Real life is going okay, paid the rent and got no cash for

any new projects with etc.

So I will focus on stuff that are manageable or just not talk to anyone.

I think being absent helps me to just "Do it and leave it here"

kinda of thing.

I really grown through my last month of socializing online.

Feel that I should focus on things that are essencial

and build myself a reputation from what I do.

Rather then whatever the fuck I would say.

Anyways, hope everyone have a great september.

I'm listening music from Earth Wind and Fire to celebrate

this moment.

Life's good.

Ever since the 2012 movie The avenger came out.

Something switched. The "Self aware movies" started to come out

and many jokes were made to break the immersion when we usually

watch a movie. You know, that feeling like you enter in another

world to see things that normaly doesn't exist.

Yeah, Hollywood kinda ruined that.

I mean, we still got some movies that are made to show a glance of this

lost art of storytelling. But does it feels right? Do we see movies that

are even original these days? Remakes, flat comedy, flat story

over everything.

Sincerity as lost its way in the movies, and I kinda feel like

its alright. Maybe we need to forget the time movies mattered

or had some magic.

So we can start paying for better stuff then these trash that

often come from companies that know zero way to

make honest and crystal clear stories that

people feel its essencial message..

Yeah, Hollywood have no message in their movies

these days. There is not even a sign of compassion

or true freedom in any of it.

Anyway, I rarely watch movies and I think it's better that

I ignore much of the "Modern take" of cinema.

In a more frank way to say this. I think the cinema of today is fully retarded.

They ain't fucking good.

Except John Wick franchise.