I have been working on some stuff.

Won't say what, won't say when.

Just saying I'm just more focused then

before. And it's working.

Sun is out today.

Used to rain for like 3 days in a row

in here.

I am grateful.

I started to reconnect with my childhood recently.

Felt like my youth was adventurous, used to

explore the woods and had many moment

where I saw amazing things in the wild.

Like when the first snow started to fall on the hidden lake

in the back of my house. Or when the night was so bright

because of the moon. I remember my old friends and

me doing camping in the forest. We told spooky

stories and I often was the one coming with

the most original ones. Since I started

writing at age 11. It was like that, I had

so much creativity at this age.

Right now, I feel like I deserve to return to that

kind of inner inspiration. My mother always

told be I was the master of my own imagination.

I am grateful she allowed me to figure it out.

And also told me the balance between real

and unreal.

I read the never ending story back at 11 too.

Finished the Dragon Balls manga of 42 tomes.

Read the Papillon book too around age 12.

I was really not that afraid to read back then,

sadly in school. I didn't had that much

of a privilege to grow.

Even though I learned how to read at age 4

and was pretty darn good in mathematic.

The teachers never liked me, because

I was a little too smart to them. I never

liked following their rules too.

Yeah I was and maybe still is a rebellous kind.

Maybe I didn't changed that much, or did I?

Since my mouse is nearly broken.

I choose to draw on paper and

will remain my work private.

So, sadly my party in DnD fell off.

After just getting out of the prison to save the princess

from an uncertain fate. And even creating the perfect

escape to get out in one piece.

The DM literally went in vacation

and we stop playing forever..

I dunno how I should process this experience.

It let me feel unresolved. My character was

an arcane trickster, rogue.

I did alot of great interactions with my team.

Kinda was the leader, even with Jade who

was the first to lead our team.

She started to trust my instincts and I

had the upper hand in many situations.

But yet now I feel lost, well..

I guess I just need to move on and find a

new DnD party.

It was my first ever game to begin with.

Mind that I was there for like 5 times.

And I had fun through and through.

I even chatted with all the party before

and after the games. They are good

people.

I just feel bad to let it in the past.

And move on.

Like it never happened.

Well, maybe I will find something

more fulfilling after this first time.

Who knows.

Mother nature gift me a life and I am thankful to be alive.

I take honor into learning and understanding through

experiences. Life is short, but yet important.

Our time on earth seem limited when we are old.

When we are young. We wish to be ready to

anything. And so is the tales of many humans.

So on, we try to speed up our lifespan.

By believing we are immortals or anything

as such.

But yet, I know our race are just mere mortals.

We must comprehend this, before we realize too late.

I am glad we did not end on a nuclear bomb armageadon

and etc. Anyways, I am thankful to be in a peaceful world.

I have gratitude toward the fate of our planet.

My hopes are there, even if some aspect

of our race seem to be fascinated by

absolute destruction.

I will remain happy, even with that in mind.

Because I chose happiness over worriness.

And so I must prepare for doing greater things

in my own sake.

As a man, I must be strong and ready.

Even in times of peace.

Better be a warrior in a garden, then a gardener in a war.

Such is the way of those who choose to be kind.

When the world is at peace.

But when people need them to protect those in need.

I must be ready for it.

I live my life with serene peace, and hold a steady hand

on my honor. As it is my only way to keep myself

away from the anger and the destruction that

many let themselve be claimed to it.

If chaos come to this world, I shall be the balance

to bring calm into it.

It is not the mistakes that will made a man, but the

actions he takes to prove if he is worthy to

bring many resolution through his wisdom

in the lesson of those mistakes.

May our race find true balance within our souls.

I appreciate everything about the nature of the planet earth.

Whatever you say, whatever you do. There is always one person that is going to hate you for who you are.

So let me give you this advice.

No matter what is the case, please exist. Keep moving forward. Do great things. Enjoy your life and be happy.

Thank me later.

Bye.

I'm taking a break from newgrounds.

Just want to refresh myself with what is left of summer.

Also I am starting a routine with my work out.

Will come back with something after maybe a week or two.

I'm supposed to do an interview soon.

Dunno when, I am not really anticipating much

on NG. Right now I just try to make myself a worthy

name.

I don't really care of what people think or say.

Whatever the future have in store for me.

I am training to get better in every possible way.

Wish to everyone the best.

I don't really hate anyone here.

And whatever I said in the past

don't really matter to me.

I am the type of guy who just move on.

Even if it piss off someone, well too bad.

I cannot please everyone, and I don't have too.

Have a good time in your life, keep going

life is open for endless possibilities.

Later~

This is a restart post.

Everything in the past is now gone..

Not really.