yesterday I dreamed about a song.

Singing by none other than Dave Grohl and playing the drums.

The beat was sick and all that..

The song doesn't actually exist though.

I wonder why I kept dreaming about this stuff, not that I am a musician at 100%..

I never did music school so I dunno how to compose the track and etc..

It's a real shame, because everytime I had dreams like that.

I feel like its a wasted potencial.

Maybe I should reconsider my career choice and try music instead?

Ahh.. Anyway.

The following informations are classified.

Anyone who leaks this to any affiliations will be

put to custody without a warning.

Name of the mission: Hell's Gas.

Agent affiliated: Silver Olympus

Purpose: Stop chemical weapons to be sold in multiple nations.

Mission Details: Silver Olympus went in the cargo ship named Ruby VII, took place of a guard

and placed trackers on board. Suddenly pirates attacked Ruby VII and our agent send a signal

for help..

A fighting Falcon on its way.. But too late.

Silver Olympus health signals were gone. The ship was taken by the pirates and made

a call for a large ransom.

The mission was a failure.

The Falcon had to blow up the ship, and it did.

Our agent wasn't found in the ocean but we made a proper funeral..

The chemical are in the ocean now, the media doesn't know about it

and should never be warned.

We made a publicity that suggest to never drink sea water at any occasion.

Even for survival..

-End of the Document-

Year is 2008 february 22.

I was 14 years old.

Old enough to think what life could be for me.

Young enough to have fun and care for nothing else.

My godfather called me to ask if I wanted to see Linkin Park

in Centre Bell in Montreal.

Me who was a fan of them for 3 years, I agreed.

Then he picked me up and we travel to Montreal.

While driving there, Frank.. My godfather.

went to fast on the road and a cop

asked him to pull over.

When the cop came over, Frank explained it was my birthday,

that we were going to the show of Linkin Park

and he showed his firefighter badge.

The cop just give him his warning and we went to Centre Bell.

When we arrived there, Frank bought 2 tickets from

a shady guy who was selling them dirt cheap.

We go inside, and the place was huge.

People were buying beers, food

and lining up to see Linkin Park.

Frank and I went up there..

We were very high in the cente bell.

Let's say a little too high.

I actually couldn't see shit there, we were only able to

see the drummer's head of the opening act..

Which I couldn't remember them at all.

But anyway, the night wasn't going well

at this point.

Frank look down on the stage with me

and we both look at each other.

Frank then ask me simply if I wanted to go in a lower

spot.. Which I said yes.

Then he explain his plan..

It was simple, I just needed to pretend to be scared of heights

and say that Frank was my father..

Which I totally go with it.

And we head towards a guard..

Frank tell his lies, I act like if I was going to puke..

The guard look at me, then look at Frank..

He said "Just give me a second.."

And he went to see someone behind the corner..

Me and Frank don't say a word.. And we kinda start to freak out.

Then the guard come back and ask us to give our tickets..

My heart beat go faster, I hand my ticket to Frank and he hands it to the guard..

Then..

The guard exchange it for two orange places 104...

One of the best places you would dream to watch Linkin Park.

"Take the stairs and have a nice show." Simply said the guard and he walks away.

Me and Frank head behind the doors..

We both are super happy and I jump in excitement.

I couldn't believe this worked..

Anyway, and we went to our place after..

Saw the whole thing, heard all the songs from their first three albums.

Hybrid Theory, Meteora and Minutes to Midnight..

Given up was extremely impressive to see Chester Bennington perform live..

Breaking the habit played by piano from Mike Shinoda while Chester sing.

After that, they did two closing songs..

Then it was all over..

I swear this was one of the best day ever of my life.

Never ever felt one like this ever again.

I started to write a new story..

It's about a fantasy world this time.

It will be mature, a bit violent at some part.

But I will try to keep it good.

There will be less sexual elements in this one.

I want my hero to be comprehensible.

It might be a short story..

But I hope this one will not take forever to make or feel bluntly finished.

I will post it after finishing The Detective's Diary.

So I won't be busy doing many tasks at once.

If you have suggestions to include something on my new story.

Just comment down below.

It's a medieval setting, fictional at 100%.

I'll try to add some magic elements, and monsters in it..

But with realism.

Yup!

I finaly took the risk to ask a girl out. I am so happy and proud!

She gived me the look that shows I had a chance..

Damn I am so happy!!

To me, female leads is a great thing.

But in today perspective. It's like they cannot make any good movies

with any women..

I feel sad about it, because I know that Ripley in Aliens was one of the best to shine.

Lara Croft wasn't that bad too.. Carrie was a psylogical horror movie, but still relatable.

It's like they aren't trying anything new today.

Beside trashing films with poor choice of dialogues and making any actress look bad..

I swear, I wish movies weren't going that way.. It's like hollywood isn't about glamour

and dreams anymore.

It's more about looking dumb and goofy.. In a really bad way.

Men in movies are taking a hit too, comedy is dying and horror feel like a wet fart joke.

Where is people going in this era?

Remakes are just plain boring, with no stakes or profit to do anymore..

The Ghost Buster 3 was horrible.. And it wasn't about the women in it.

It was about how they handle the former main characters and throw them away like if they

were just disposable..

If I ever make a movie and make an actress a leading role.

I won't do like these guys do.

I will treat the plot of the story with respect.

Make a villain that is a woman as well.

And show that men aren't that stupid as the stereotype

show us..

Anyway, that is if I had the money to do so.

I wrote in The Detective's Diary again.

Did the last part of the Trip to the Asylum.

John W. Colts is back in one piece and got his

hands on the document of Adrian Murdock.

What will follow up is unknown.

But it sure was hard to get

any track record on that guy.

Note: I have more free time to write this story. So I might update this later on this week.

If you want to read the whole thing and give feedback.

Just wrote on this post & I will be glad to read your thoughs.

The story is half way there, still got plans for the old John.

I am going back to school.

For those who don't know, I have drop out

of high school back when I was 16 years old.

Of course, I was not done with that..

Went back and fort to try to get a degree..

Didn't work because I was too stubborn to learn shit.

But now, since my contract at my job ended.

I'm actually free to try anything.

Going back to adult school might be the best

decision ever for me.

Not because I want to prove anything..

But simply because I want to head somewhere in my life.

I really think my limits are there..

I want to take the leap, go beyond this aimless direction I am taking right now.

I am tired to go nowhere in life.

My desire to be an architech is strong in my mind.

So I change plans again..

I'm not quitting my goals to be an artist or to be an author though.

That hobby for me was the essencial to lit the fire in my spirit.

It's just that I need a real job where I feel like I am good at doing it.

Money rule this world and I can't stop that.

I'm getting paid soon to be a student with the help of the government.

Will be a good dog, do my part in school.

Learning how to do science, biology and etc..

Things that I never learned back then.

I am not stupid, but I will pretend that I know nothing at school.

It pretty much will help at this point..

Anyway, dunno when it will start.

Might do drawings, write shit in my stories.

Talk with random people.

Make friends, go forward in the distance.

I'm not really afraid to lead my life myself actually.

My 30 years will be great, I have no doubt about that.

Maybe some idiots will try to waste their time with me,

or nobody will care about my choices..

But effectively, I am straight forward in my direction.

Anyway, I'm here and happy.

That's what matter.

Hope you are all happy in life!

Never give up the courage to go on in your happy goals!

I have no valentine, but I am happy now.

Grief, struggles and overcoming sadness.

That is the main themes I am going to keep in mind through making Among The Mighty.

Sure I don't want to go too far in these, but it will be the subjects that I want to capture

in the main story.

Kyle Megura lost his mother, and I want this to be his inner struggle to overcome.

To accept that death is real and he have to endure the pain of that loss.

The other problems that he will face, is the reality that teenage life is cruel sometimes.

But at some point there is a shift in it that will occur, he will find love,

he will find respect within himself and he will eventually succeed in his high school years.

I don't want to be shy about this story, and don't want to ignore some aspect or do too much.

My goal is to learn pacing, how to show motives, and create a story that is good.

The sports, the fights, the drama, the skateboarding and MMA parts in the story is totally just

a fraction of what I have in mind.

I hope to make something great in this manga.